This one.
Now, this one.
It's about you, of course.
See now, you are, well i would say mine, but that may sound selfish or controlling. Understanding that you are your own person, however, i am no whole person without you.
Love messes with your brain, sometimes can make you stressed, happy, sad, excited, worried, confused, hurt...i could go on. There are always those situations, the one's that really suck and make your heart feel like it's missing a vital part of itself, or make your body ache because everything just weighs you down.
Well, here's the thing-
despite all of that, in the end, you're glad you stuck through it all. Despite the feelings and emotions that kicked you down and confused your mind, you're happy to still have that one person by your side.
I couldn't ever leave, i honestly don't know how anyone could. Living without that one person that made you your happiest self, the one who made you who you are today? I could never do that. Call me crazy, but nothing could make my grasp for you let go, not even loosen the slightest bit.
My tolerance for stupidity and pain is set high, i can stick through anything. I won't let go, i would fight.
Trust me, i believe you're worth it.
The long nights when i am up crying, i realize that some people just don't care as much. But i do. I would give my life for you. You are worth a million words, even more. There's some part of me that is stubborn and won't take no for an answer, yes, i admit. My life is you, and without you i have nothing. So, forgive me. Forgive me for being stubborn, forgive me for never giving up even if at one point in time you just want me to walk away. Forgive me for needing you, forgive me for being stuck to you. Forgive me. My heart races for you and when i am in your arms, i think it even skips a few beats because i am out of control. But i am sane enough to know what i want and what i need while I am on earth. And hun, that is you. You are the moon that shines through my window at night and fascinates me. You are the sense of security that I needed. You are the sunny day of all my rainy days. You make me feel okay, in fact, more than okay. You make me feel incredible, something like never before.
I think- no, i know, that i love you and how much you mean to me. I know I said you were worth a million words, but no words can describe how amazing you are.
So love, take a deep breath and let go of all your doubts and worries. It's you and I together, i hope forever, that's what I've been reaching for.
I know how this could be.
Forgive me, my love.
Im trying my very hardest .
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This one's for you.
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Here's to you.
YOU ARE READING
When The Sun Sets
Poetry"the best love is the kind that awakens the soul, that makes us reach for more, that plants a fire in our hearts and brings peace to our minds. that's what i hope to give you forever."
