When you meet with your past..you feel thousands of feelings mixed together..unexplainable talk..undescribable emotions..but one thing is real which is you lived there and you witnessed its meaning..looking at the picture I love..looking at hearts and minds were carefree..waiting to take a shot & smile..not knowing that this picture will be for that moment & in this album..23 years ago..the smile, calmness, innocence, happiness, constancy and beauty..all these mixed to create the name of a memory..when meeting with your little version..holding her hands..and promise that the future will be different than now..looking at her beautiful innocent smile..ensuring that this smile have hope and can overcome anything..her calmness made me relax to know that this strong little version of me not waiting to know everything, but to know how to get up if she fell down..how to be strong & continue the path..how to be confident & never give up..rubbing my cheek softly as if it was nothing..& ensuring me that it gonna change to be better..somethings in our past we wish to get them back..we wish to touch & have..All had a time to be there..all have a moment to create things..all will have a reason to show up..but one thing that have all these together is us..who lived..living & will live to witness what's meant to make us know and experience..to make us understand that we meant to have them all..
One message to little version of me..Thank you for making me realize that my past wasn't that bad to affect my present.. for making me realize that your hope, smile & strength were a part of me..for making me see the brightness of things in several aspects..we always share this talk "past in album..present in eyes..future in hearts..but love in all.."
