My late Friend Iman,
It's been now 15 yrs since the last time I've seen you..I really miss u my friend, what had left is only memories of all our talking & laugh..I still remember ur last advice to me in the bus on our way home, ur words still in my mind...u said that I have to be happy & smile all the time, cuz I deserve happiness & to always remember that cuz I'm a kind hearted person who should stay like this..
I never understood that back then, but I had a mixed feelings of these words all in once, while u were going away..but I do understand now that God wanted me to feel this special words from u for the last time..I wanna tell you Iman that I'm still that person you know, who never changed & will never change cuz you believed in me & that's what I'm now..
I do remember u so well, you still that 12 yrs old little beautiful girl who always keeps smiling no matter what..only ur smile just knows the way of changing the bad mood of others..u were such a sweet angel on earth, God looked to ur heart all the time & he took u soon to be next to him, cuz he loved u & made ppl on earth to love u in return..
It's truth that ur death was a huge shook to all ppl who knew u, I still remember that day when my brother came home & told my family & I heard that but I couldn't believe why u deserve to die now??
I passed out & I couldn't go to ur funeral only my family went..I just had a breakdown over a week..I couldn't eat or talk, but my father forced me to go to school for my close friends & my classmates, they also knew how much u were close to me & to them..They all hugged me when I stepped there..to comfort me, but I wasn't with them at all..it's like I'm here on earth but my soul was lost..
I remember ur sister came to me the same day to tell me that I was lucky cuz I was the last person you talked to, she was mad at me or jealous IDK, but what I'm sure of is that you were way more lovable than her & u got a lot of ppl who loved you..
I know ur in a better place in heaven with all the good ppl & next to God..where there are no pain, hate, sadness or loneliness..only there are peace, love & eternity life..
I know ur soul is always here on earth..walking with angels & smiling all the time..I'm happy 4 you Iman cuz ur home..in ur eternity home..
I will never forget u cuz ur words just still alive here in my heart..I will wait for the day to meet u in heaven where I can tell u everything you have missed & everything about me..
Thnx for being there for me..
Thnx for giving me an imp advice..
Thnx for showing the good side of me..
Thnx for knowing me better than I know myself..
And Thnx to God who put u in my way & in my life..
I'll never be able to describe all thnx words to you, but you know well the honest feelings I have it for you..
