Lyka POV's
After lasingan...
I let myself sit down at the wooden floor and watched the night sky that is shining with the moon and stars.
I embraced myself as the wind blows.
Suddenly I felt a warm that puts in warm shoulder.
Aiden appear puts a quilt on me.
"Why are you here? Alone?" He asked then sit beside.
He give a mug of milk then coffee for him.
"I can't sleep." I answered still watching the sky.
"Care to share? I'm a stranger. I won't judge you." He said then sip a bit in his coffee.
He still in usual outfit. All black.
"Have you ever love someone?" Wala sa loob na tanong ko. Bahagya pa itong nasamid.
Then he sighed. Tila ba nahulog ito sa malalim na pag iisip.
"I don't know. I'm the person who can't feel love or any emotions."
"That's cool." I said smiling. His eyes where shine a bit.
"Well, it's amaze me. You didn't look at me like monster like it always is." He said smiling. But I saw he was sad.
"Monster? It's too much. Sana ganyan din ako no? Can't feel pain. Ang galing." Malungkot ma sabi ko.
"Nah. You wouldn't ask this if you just know. Nakaka lito."
"Kung kagaya mo ko... Probably hindi ako nasasaktan ngayon. Hindi ako -"
"Huwag mo nang ituloy." He said then humigop ulit.
"Hindi ako mag mamahal ng tulad niya." I saw na umiiling ito.
"Loving someone is a choice.. Siya ang pinili mong Mahalin eh."
"Hindi no! Basta! Na realize ko na lang na mahal ko na siya."
"Maybe because siya lang Ang nakasama mo noon pa man. You didn't let any guy to be close to you other than him."
"Pano mo nasabi? Stranger ka ba talaga? Dami mong alam." I said then kinuha Yung baso sa tabi niya.
"Ano..naisip ko lang. That's a ..a coincidence." He said.
"If love is a choice... Do you think I can fall out of love to him?"
"Yes! Of course! I mean.. siyempre naman. For sure maraming lalaki ang mahuhulog Sayo. Just.. focus on yourself. Grow alone. Maybe you're like that dahil nasanay ka na siya lang ang nasa tabi mo. ..lagi sayo naka laan ang oras niya... You didn't notice that you also defend on him. You didn't see yourself."
Sa mga sinabi niyang iyon ay hindi ko namamalayan na tumutulo na luha ko.
"I'm not crying okay?!" Sabi ko at tinakpan Ang mukha ko. He sighed again.
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