My Poetry

Free Falling

I thought I was invincible today,

I was doing so well.

I was going to see him.

I was going tell him how,

How I really felt about him.

Everything changed,

When I saw him with her.

They looked so happy.

 I wished I was her,

I wished somehow,

Some crazy way,

That could be me.

I pleaded to myself,

"God let that be me!

Please!

For once in my life,

Let me feel what they feel!"

Then I got the crazy sensation,

That I was free falling.

Everything I worked so hard for,

Was falling with me.

Somehow I knew when I got to the bottom,

If there was a bottom,

 I was going to be there for a long,

long time.

How could I be so stupid!

Back to the old me

Back to my old ways

Empty, now I feel so,

Empty and bare.

No feeling,

No reaction,

Like a lifeless body just going through a routine.

Trapped under a mask,

A fake smile,

A fake me.

It feels like I’m going insane.

Being so alone takes its toll on you.

You start to see things,

Hear things

You talk,

Laugh,

And scream,

At things that aren’t there...