undeniably and undying love

Chapter 12

Stacey's POV

4 says after the argument

The doctor came into my room with a smile. I smiled at her.

"Good Morning Doc" "Good Morning Stacey so I ran some tests and you and the baby are fine you can go home now just get some rest" "Ok thank you have a good day" "Thank you you to"

I dialed Jason's number but didn't call. I was scared because he hasn't been to visit me since our fight. I don't know if he's still mad or if he's calmed down. I finally put my nerves aside and just called him.

He answered. I was in shock.

"Uh hi Jas-" "What do you want Stacey" "Um sorry to bother you uhh it's just that uhh-" "What is it" "Um nothing I'm sorry bye" "Bye"

With that he hung up and I couldn't stop the tears. I stopped crying and called Angelic.

"Hi Angie can you get me from the hospital" "Sure hun but wasn't Jason gonna get you" "He's still mad" "Ok I'll be there in a few"

10 minutes later

Angie arrived and she helped get my stuff into the car and then we left and started driving home.

"Angie do you think he'll be mad at me for much longer" "Stace I'm sorry but I've never seen him like this so I don't know how much longer" "It's ok it just really hurts when I know it's all my fault that I'm in this position" "Hey don't beat yourself up we all make mistakes and Jason loves you very much so he'll forgive you. You just have to give him some time and space he'll come around" "I think I should just go to Nebraska and stay with my mom until everything gets better" "No I said you should give him time not run away from your problems just sleep in a different room and just try your very best to not make him any madder than what he already is and try to do nice things for him"

I was about to answer but then I realized we were sitting in front of my condo. I was nervous what if he was home and told me to leave.

"Angie I'm nervous" "Why Stace" "Because what if he's home and tells me to leave and never come back or what if he tells me he hates me and the baby or what if he already moved on-" "Stace Jason loves you so much he would never tell you to leave and he loves the baby he was just pissed that you didn't tell him and if you were to ever break up God forbid it'll take him a lifetime to move on because he loves you so much and can't live without you" "Ok I guess I should go upstairs now" "Kk bye Stace if you need anything call me" "K bye Angie and thanks for everything" "Absolutely no problem"

I got out of the car and grabbed my bag and hospital bag. When I got on the elevator I felt a knot in my throat like when you're about to cry. I was so scared of what awaits me. I got off the elevator and started walking towards my door and each step closer I felt like turning around and running but I can't run from my problems.

I walked in and saw Jason kissing some girl. I started to cry and ran into the room and slammed the door shut. Then I heard Jason yell shit. He started knocking on the door and telling me to open the door. I went into the closet began to pack. When I finished I called Angie.

"Hello how did it go" "Angie come get me please I'm done I'm going to Nebraska" "Hun relax what happened you need to calm down" "I walked in on him kissing some girl" "Ok be downstairs in 2 minutes" "K"

I opened the door and Jason was sitting on the floor and the girl was sitting on the couch smirking. I wanted to charge at her and rip the smirk off her face, but I'm pregnant and she seems like the one to try to harm my pregnancy. I walked pass Jason while he was trying to stand.The second my hand touched the knob of the front door Jason grabbed the inside of my elbow.

"Jason let go of me right now before I make sure you can't have any children" "I swear I wasn't thinking please don't go girl" "I'm sorry Jason I can't continue like this I can't be stressed and all you're doing is breaking my heart and constantly starting arguments and that stresses me. I want and love this baby and if I stay with you I'll lose it" "Baby please I love you I can't live without you" "You were living perfectly fine before we met" "Please just tell me you'll stay never go away" "I'm sorry I have to I love you but this baby is very important to me and I can't lose it"

He let go of me and had some tears coming out of his eyes. I took one last look and left.

When I was on the elevator I rubbed my flat stomach. I had tears in my eyes waiting to fall.

"I'm so sorry but it was for you to live but you'll meet your dad he's a very sweet guy and I hope he'll love you I'm so sorry I love you"