"oh my, i'm so sorry this happened to you jeff." i said while a tear was running down my cheek. i held his hand and he held mine tighter. my eyes widened, "(y/n), why can't i see you?" jeff asked, "i'm so glad you're awake!" i said.
"jeff! baby! oh my god i'm so glad you're alive!" squealed cindy. jeff jumped up a little from his bed,
"oh you had me so worried! you've been on my mind this whole time!" cindy said as she put her hands on his cheeks.
"stop, you're going to hurt him." i said as i took her hands off his cheeks. "leave. i'm his girlfriend. i can do whatever i want." she said as she pushed me.
"cindy, i missed you so much!" jeff said, "i missed you too baby" cindy said while holding his hand, she kissed his hand while looking at me. i hate this bitch but i need to control myself.
"hello jeffery, and ladies. i'm going to remove your bandages now" the doctor said as he walked in. me and cindy moved out of his way and he proceeded to cut his bandages off.
the doctor moved out of the way, and jeff was touching his face. "oh.." cindy said as she put her hand over her mouth. "what?" jeff said.
jeff didn't look much different. his skin was different but it was just pale, and his eyes were still the same icy blue dots. and his hair was black now. but it didn't matter to me because no matter how he looked like. my feelings weren't going to change.
"babe, come give me a hug, i've missed you a ton" jeff said, while having his arms out towards her.
"jeff.. baby, i don't think this is going to work out anymore." cindy said as she ran out the door.
jeff looked heartbroken. he couldn't believe what she just said to him. "i-i need to look at myself right now." jeff said as he was touching his face again.
"here" i said, passing him a mirror. he continued to look at himself. it was hard for me to tell what was going through his head. i didn't know what reaction to expect from him.
"jeff, i still see you as my bestfriend, i'm not leaving you okay. i love you for you, no matter how you look like, i'll always like you for you." i said as i put my hand on his shoulder.
he hit my hand off, and looked at me with tear filled eyes and an angry expression on his face. "look at me. she left me because of how i look." he said in a low and angry voice. i've never seen him like this before.
"don't be a dick jeff, i know she left you but i'm telling you i'm not leaving my bestfriend! no matter how you look or what you wanna do, i still have love for you!" i said while tears were forming.
"oh shut up, you'll leave like all of em" he yelled.
lui walked in, "hey is everything alright?" lui asked, i opened my mouth to say something but nothing came out. i simply ran out the door.
***
jeff's pov .
"hey man what the hell just happened, why was (y/n) crying?" lui said putting his hands on my shoulders, "don't wanna talk about it" i said taking his arms off.
"anyways. here's your clothes jeff" said lui, he passed them to me then left. i can't believe she dumped me. she made me promises. she told me she loved me.
but i guess she really did love me for my looks huh. now i'm hideous. i'm a monster. god i'm nothing.
***
i head into my bathroom with a knife in hand. i'll show cindy what true beauty is. i started carving a smile in my cheeks, so i could be smiling forever.
(i know he burns off his eyelids but in this story, he's just going to have dark eye bags because he doesn't sleep at all) i start laughing and crying like a maniac. i feel everything changing inside of me. i feel like i'm not me anymore.
"jeffery, sweetie, are you okay?" my mom walks in, she gasps, she puts her hand on her mouth. "of course i am. i'm just making myself beautiful." i said while holding the knife up to my face.
"erm, yes sweetie. you look beautiful. let me go tell dad about how beautiful you look" she said, shaking. i could see how terrified she was. she leaves.
"h-honey, please! please wake up, get the gun!" mom whisper yells. i'm now standing in front of them, shaking my head. "oh no.. you lied mom" i said as i swung the knife at her.
*moments later*
i killed both my parents. killed lui. now i'm coming after (y/n).. she better watch her back.
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my psycho | jtk x reader
أدب الهواة(y/n) (l/n) was 10 when she met a boy named jeffery woods. (y/n) really liked him, but she didn't know how he felt about her. years later, they were both 16 and jeff liked a girl named cindy willow. she was one of the most popular girls at school, (...
