Loving Them Both

When i was your man

Same bed, but feels just a little bit higher now. Our song on the radio, but it don't sound the same. When our friends talk about you all that does is just year me down. Cause my heart breaks a little when I hear your name. It all just sounds like, oooooooooooooohhhhh. To young, to dumb to realise, that I should've bought you flowers and held your hand. Should of gave you all my hours, when I had the chance. Take you to every party cause all you wanted to do was dance. Now my baby's dancing, but she's dancing with another man.

When I was your man- Bruno Mars

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"Klaus!" She laughed. I chased her around our meadow which was filled with tall grass and flowers.

"Catch me if you can!" She taunted and ran off into the woods. I chased after her but couldn't find her.

After a few minutes of searching I got scared. Where is she?

"Ronnie?" I called.

No reply.

"Boo." Said a calm voice from on top of my shoulders. I looked up. I didn't even notice she had jumped on my back.

"I caught you." I smiled. I set her down on her feet and we walked back to the meadow to Kay down in the tall, soft grass.

"That's because I let you catch me." She said.

I rolled on top of her, but didn't put my full weight on her.

"Really?"

"Yeah, really."

"I don't think you did."

"I know I did."

"I think I could convince you that you didn't."

"And how would you do that."

"Let me demonstrate." I captured her lips with mine. She moaned into the kiss and wrapped her legs around my waist. Her hands trailed up to my hair and tangled her fingers in it. Her tongue and my tongue wrestled for dominance. I let her win. Her roamed around mouth, just taking in every detail.

Soon I got to do the same. She tasted sweet, like she always does, but this time it was sweeter of that was possible. I positions us so we were sitting up. Ronnie also moved to where she was straddling me. She pressed her lips to mine.

We continued. I had laid her back on her back and started to remove he clothes. We continued into the night in heated passion as we made love.

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I stared longingly at her face. It has been three days since the little get together. I've been ditching school ever since. I couldn't face everyone. It seemed everywhere I went people always said they were sorry for my loss, but were they really?

I held Ronnie's hand in mine. I thought about that one song by Bruno Mars, when I was your man. I thought about the lyrics.

"I do wish I had bought you flowers. I wish I held your hand. I wish I gave you all my hours when I had the chance. I wish I could take you to every party, because you really do like to dance." I sniffed. "Now you're dancing up there in heaven, and hopefully not with another man." I laughed meaninglessly at my own little joke.

"Please come back." I whispered. I saw a tear fall from my eye into her cold, pale hand. I got up and kissed her forehead. I walked out the room and shut the door behind me. I went to the bathroom to look at myself in the mirror.