Bailey's POV
I sat in the dark, my heart pumping along with the music blasting in my ears. I watched the outline of my door handle move, the fools I had locked the door. I heard the bangs on the door over the loud music. I just started laughing, they'll give up. They always do.
I lay on my bed and fell asleep. I loved dreaming, I loved being in another world, away from all of the troubles of life. All my fears disappear as I dream of singing on stage, in front of thousands and thousands of people. I want to inspire people. I want people to look up to me and say "when I grew up I want to be like her."
But soon the start of a new day comes creeping in, the light of the sun peaking through my curtains woke me up.
I yawned and got changed into:I straighten my long brown hair, grabbed my phone. Unlocked my door shut it again. Grabbed my keys and left.
I drove to school, it's my last year imagine that!
It's been tough times but I've managed to push through with my friends help.I'm late for school, as per usual but I'm not bothered. I never am.
I go into my first class, PSE. I saw Lena, my bestie sitting at the back of the class as per usual. Her mouth was open and she was staring at the front of the class. Her black hair covering her blue eyes.
"You're late." A deep husky voice said from the front. My back straightened up. I didn't recognise his voice, where's Mrs Bennetts? She liked me! She also taught me English. And she was my guidance teacher.I turned around to see a tall man with black hair, icy blue eyes and cheekbones that were on fleek!
"I slept in." I replied.
"You need better time keeping skills." He replied.
And you need to stop acting so fucking smart!
"It won't happen again." I replied half growling.
I sat beside Lena. She was practically drooling."What's your name?" The teacher called.
"Bailey." I replied.
"Bailey what?" He asked
"Johnson." I said.
I saw Mr Biersack written on the board in big fancy delicate letters.
I sighed. Another teacher to hate me. Great.He started talking about how we're moving on and some of us are gonna go to collage and shit.
But the little bird sitting outside the window seemed to be more interesting than this lesson."Ms Johnson!" Mr Biersack snapped.
I turned and I was face to face with him.
"Yes?" I asked.
"What did I just ask you?" He asked crossing his arms.
You know I don't know you dumb fuck! Why are you asking me this shite.
"I don't know sir." I said.
"Because you weren't listening." He replied.
If you knew I wasn't listening why the fuck did you ask me dipshit!
I didn't reply I just glared at him.
"As I was saying..."The bell went for the next lesson I had to push Lena off her seat to get her up.
"Maths!" I sang and she growled.As we were walking to maths Lena asked me "what do you think of Mr Biersack."
"I think he's a dick." I replied.
She gasped and slapped my arm before saying "how could you! He's such a gentleman! He is sexy and have you heard him talk! As soon as he opened his mouth I had an orgasm!"
"Em I wasn't listening to him, and EW!" I cried.The day went by too fast. I headed to my favourite subject, English! Lena by my side almost screaming with excitement because we've got Mr Biersack. GAG! I don't know what people see in him. Yeah he's good looking but that's about it. Apparently, according to Lena he smokes? Wow that's so fucking cool, not! And that he also has tattoos! Wow good for him I'm so proud of him! If you couldn't tell, that was sarcasm.
We walked into English. Lena going on about some guy, I wasn't really listening. I sat at the back beside the window.
Lena sat next me talking about how she hates Ricky."Take your seats. I've heard good things about this class." Mr Biersack said.
I'm sure you have.
"So today I'm just gonna get to know you all, I want you to write down a few things about yourself like your name what you like and who you live with or whatever. At least five facts about yourself." He said "I'll give you a few minutes to do that and then I'll go around the class."
I wrote down what I liked, what I disliked and what I wanted to do when I left school. And that was it.He started at the opposite end of the class. He started with Mike who's life seems to be a massive fucking party, and that goes for his friend Ricky. Ricky is the biggest dick I know. I don't even know how they got into this class but then again I don't know how I got into this class. The top English class. I think I got into it for my imaginative detail to writing. After all my head is always in the clouds as my mother used to say.
Before I knew it Lena was standing up and speaking. Some times I think she's a young child. Sometimes I think she tries to hard to seem innocent, she's far from innocent.
"My name is Lena Walters, I love candy and talking and I hate my older brother Ben he's such a bully. I live with my mom, dad, my two older brothers and older sister and my younger sister. I figure skate and I dance. And when I graduate I want to go to college and do psychology." She said.
"Thank you Lena." Mr Biersack said.
She sat back down looking pleased with her self.
Mr Biersack looked at me, my heart hammered in my chest. I've done this for most my life and I still get panic attacks. Honestly all I have to say is five facts.
I stood up and tried to slow my breathing down. Just go for it, it's not bad once I start.
"My name is Bailey Johnson, as you know. I like singing and skateboarding, I hate alcohol. And when I leave school I want to get into the music industry." I said.
Mr Biersack nodded for me to go on but that was all I had. I'm not a very interesting person.
"That's it." I sighed.
"I said at least five." He replied.
"But I'm not that interesting." I said.
"You got that right." Ricky called from the other side of the classroom. I heard Lena growl beside me. "You're an emo cutter that no one cares about. Why are you still living again?"
I rolled my eyes and looked back at Mr Biersack who looked angry.
"Go stand outside young man." He said, I expected him to yell but he was actually quite calm.Ricky got up laughing.
"Continue please." Mr Biersack said as the door shut behind Ricky.
"I have nothing more to say." I said and sat down.
My head was down and Lena whispered "why do you let them give you shit."
And I replied with "I'm used to it."
She sighed and Mr Biersack left to give Ricky a lecture.
Mr Biersack came back in but Ricky wasn't with him. He looked really pissed."Psst." Lena whispered into my ear "doesn't he just look sexy as fuck when he's angry."
I actually gagged at that point. "He's a teacher!" I hissed at her.
"And?" She replied.
I gave her a look of disgust. She just laughed.
The bell went and I was the first to get up.
"Miss Johnson can you stay behind please I would like to speak to you." Mr Biersack said.
I sighed and Lena mouthed "I'll wait outside."I walked over to Mr Biersack's desk.
"Why do you take his shit?" He asked.
"I used to it, it doesn't effect me in the slightest." I replied.
"Do you cut?" He asked. My heart dropped.
I hate that question! It's none of their business.
"No." I replied.
"You're lying." Mr Biersack said. I've never felt angrier in my life.
"I do not. And if I did it would be none of your business." I growled.
How dare he! How dare just say something like that.
"It is my business as I'm your teacher and I've got a duty of care." He replied.
I've heard that line so many times in my life it's unbelievable. "Yes only when I'm in school but as soon as I leave this building I'm none of your concern."
"Actually you're wrong, your my concern until you get home, anything can happen between lunch hours or whatever and even then your home might not be the safest place."
I could feel the colour drain from my face, it was like he knew. The look in his eyes told me he knew something was up.
"May I leave now?" I asked.
"Fine." He sighed "but I'm not done, I'll be speaking to you again tomorrow."
And with that I turned to leave."What was that about?" Lena asked.
"Ricky." I replied.
Lena growled, just the mention of his name made her angry. I laughed.
"I'm gonna go to the library." I said.
Lena knew I wasn't really going to to the library. "Do you want me to come with you?"
I shook my head "I want to be alone."Lena was the only one I trusted, I trusted her with secrets so deep that it pained me to even think about them.
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Mr Biersack
FanfictionA new teacher has started in Ronwood High. Every girl drools over him, except from one. She's different, her head is always in the clouds he doesn't even think she's noticed that he's even new. ⚠️Warning: self-harm, depression and explicit content ⚠️