At First Sight (Lesbian)

I'm Sorry

*Ms.Servant

She stopped at the door to compose herself. I thought I was making a mistake and so I started waking up to her only to be met by the sound of a closing door. What am I going to do? I like this girl yet I chose to break it off before it actually got started. I could call her mom to tell her she left but decided against it.

I looked out my window to see Eliza walking toward her home, at least I thought it was once I seen her walk past the home. She stopped abruptly and I guess noticed something. She turned and walked to that house. She was thinking about something. It's appropriate to say about "US".

Once she went into the house, I turned and sat at my desk. I was cradling my head in my hands trying not to cry. Zoey would really know what was going on then.

The fact that within hours of meeting someone, underage, I let them fuck me right here in my office on my desk. Why? Oh I know because I love women and I just had a strong connection to her. Just thinking of the past events makes my lips yearn for hers. And that tongue ring.... speechless.

Oh fuck....!? I forgot about the fact that she harms herself... FUCK... I hope that didn't put her over. Why don't I think sometimes? I have to call her mom but she said she had to go to work. Fuck. and I don't want her to ask questions.

I left to go get lunch a couple of hours later only to stop at the house to hear the t.v on. I was relieved and continued on with my journey to lunch.

When I got back to the school it had already ended. I gathered my things and left.

~Back at home~

"Brunnie I'm home". When I heard his little footsteps my smile widened. Brunnie was my little teacup yorkie. I've had him for almost 2 years now. He's my little baby. There were keys rattling at the door. The door opened and in came Sicilia.

"Hey baby," she said with a smile dragging her bags in.

"Hey babe. How was the trip?" I said with a smile.

"It was great and fun but busy. New York City is so crowded. It's taken Downtown Chicago a couple of levels below." She said smiling.

"Need some help with the bags?"

"Yes please and I need something else." She said with a flirtatious lust-filled smile.

"First let's get those bags in the room and then will see about that something else."

I walked over to her slowly and sexy. Her eyes roamed my body. I could smell the aroma coming from between her legs. I picked up her bag as she grabbed one and we walked to the room. I could feel her eyes undressing me. Before I got a chance to sit the bags down, my lips were connected with hers and it wasn't my lips that meet hers first. I was pushed on the bed but our lips were still connected.

This felt nothing like what me and Eliza did. That felt like love-making, this feels like just sex. While she's kissing I could only think of her and what she did to me. My body tensed at the thought of her and Sicilia got up.

She looked at me funny.

"What's the matter C?"

"Just thought about what happened at school, that's all. There was a bad fight."

"Oh, okay. I'm going to take your mind off it though." She said with a sexy smile.

Sicilia pushed me back on the bed, straddled my hips, and kissed me roughly. I kissed back but I could only think of Eliza's lips. She trailed kisses from my lips down to my neck only stopping to unbutton my blouse. With every button Sicilia undid, she planted a butterfly kiss in that exact spot. Each kiss sent shivers down my spine but In the end I wish Eliza was on top of me and not her.

~ An hour later~

"Yes yea yea yea..... Faster faster faster... Don't stop..... Right there. Baby I'm about to cum..!!" Sicilia was screaming at the top of her lungs. She really needed this I guess but I don't feel anything anymore with her, not in three years.

My fingers pumping in and out of her, hitting her g-spot every time. I felt her walls tighten around my fingers as she climaxed. I removed my fingers and sucked up all her juices.

"You.Taste.So.Good." I said through each lick.

She's still coming down from her orgasm, so I took this as an opportunity to go clean myself up. I walk in the bathroom and closed and locked the door behind me. I slipped out of my clothes and jumped in the shower. The water was cold. Sicilia wasn't hitting the right spots as always so I just faked my orgasms as always. I can imagine Eliza's head between my legs. Using her tongue to pleasure my clit. Her warm tongue in between my lips moving in and out of me. Oh fuck, I want her so badly right now. Doing out of the shower while leaving it on, I feel on top of the medicine cabinet searching for my rabbit in times like this. I found it, got back into the shower and pleasures myself until I climaxed thinking of only Eliza laying next to me and not her. I got out and replaced my toy and opened the door to a sleeping Sicilia. I sighed. "Eliza I'm sorry." I thought to myself.

Sicilia Grey was my long-time lover for 5 years. She's a flight attendant so she's always on the move. She's only home 4 out of the 12 months a year. There was a time when I loved her unconditionally but the constant travel took a toll on me. I don't know why I'm still with her but I know soon I'll be without her. She lives with me but she has her own condo near Michigan. So if we were to separate she's have a place to say.I just know she loves me so it's hard for me to walk away from her.I'm not one to break hearts. If only she didn't feel the same. . I've wasted her time for 3 years. It's amazing she hasn't noticed my loss of interest yet. If only she knew.