At First Sight (Lesbian)

First Day pt 2

*Eliza

The lunchroom is so crowded. I don't know if I should sit with some people or just go eat in the court yard. I decided against both and went to the office to see what Candace was doing.

I was walking to the office I seen this beautiful lady. She had hair a dark as black horse but a shiny as it's mane. She wore what Candace would typically wear to work, a pencil skirt and blazer. She looked just as sexy too. Her legs were the complexion of a creamy milk with a slight tan. She walked in the office and that was my cue start walking again.

When I started getting closer, I heard my lovers voice. I walked faster until I got to the door way and seen her lips locked with another woman. Before she got a chance to see me I ran to the abandoned bathrooms on the side where Candace took me.

I locked myself in a bathroom. Once I felt the tears falling I knew it was real. What I saw was real. She was kissing another woman passionately. Like she meant it. What was I thinking when I thought she cared for me dearly and wanted to be with me? I wasn't.

This pain hurts so fucking bad. I hate it. I knew exactly what I needed right now... Pleasurable pain.

I took my phone out my pocket and opened the back and took out my bestfriend. The blade I've been using since 7th grade. I raise up my sleeve to be greeted by old scars and newer ones only this one will be different. I take the blade, place it on my skin, and gently apply pressure while letting it slide across my aching skin. My heart flutters at the release. I drop the bless and watches as the blood runs from my wrist.

I continue the process two more times only to stop when I heard giggling and kissing noises. I put my blade away but before I could clean myself up, I had to wait to turn the water on. When I thought the coast was clear I took some tissue wet it and placed it on my new memories and pulled my sleeve down.

I was walking back toward the school day until I heard moans coming from the room where Candance took me. She told me only her, the janitor, and her assistant had a key to that room.

I was scared as to what I might see. I continued on anyway. I got closer and closer untilll.........