Adopted by "zerrie?" (Zayn and Perrie adoption story)

Im so sorry

Jared knew how to help me he talked me through everything I felt terrible I hurt Someone I loved again it's her fault though they know not to yell but they don't know why. eventually I left Jared's house it was dark out but I made it home. I walked through the front door to find all the lights off but one in the living room the time was 9:00. Oops. When I walked into the living room I saw both zayn and Perrie. They looked up at me

Z. sit

I sat down across form them but spoke before they did

K. I know what I did was wrong and I'm so sorry but it's her fault you know not to yell it's just makes things worse

Z. it's not her fault it's yours!

His voice level rose I got up and punched the wall leaving a hole

K. your horrible parents I tell you not to yell of something bad will happen but don't listen you yell anyway and get hurt. Just leave me alone!

I yelled right back then ran up the stairs to my room slamming the door.

The next morning I woke up really early it was dark out the was 4:00 wow that's early I went downstairs and got a glass of water and went to the living room to watch tv but what I saw surprised me it zayn siting on the couch with his head in his hands. I sat next to him and put my water down he looked up at me. he had been crying I knew it was my fault.

Z. I try really hard for you I really do but sometimes you just over roll me and I have no way to help you.

I stayed silent for a while then spoke

K. I know you try and I love you for that but I can't stand the yelling or fighting it puts me on edge. and I know you don't know why but if I tell you I might hurt myself.

Zayn picked me and say me and his lap.

Z. nothing you can do or say will make hate you I love you like my own daughter and It kills me to know that we're hurting you.

Here goes nothing.

K. when me and the twins still lived with my parents

flash back

the house was dark like always and it had the smell of smoke and achohol you could hear yelling everyday allday but this day was different I couldnt hear yelling I heard crying and screaming I ran to where it came from the twins room and I saw my parents beating them they turned around when they saw me and started to yell back then I was used to it but it hurt comeing from my parents

p. you little skank we hate you and those stupid twins we wont you dead

then they stared hiting me puncibg me and kicking me soon they left and went somwhere in the car  a few hours later I could hearing people pulling up a the house but I was on the ground in pain when someone picked me up and put me on a bed thing and the next thing I knew I was awake in a hospital when me and the twins left after we where all checked out we where taken to an orphange and told are paeents where dead

end of flash back

so now everytime ssomeone yells at me or the twins we expect to get hurt.

z. oh baby we would never hurt you or the twins

I didnt relise I was crying till zayn whiped them away with his thumb I freaked out and started squirming zayn wouldn't let me go he was crying now eventually I just stoped a cried and zayn rocked me back and forth till I just fell asleep

zayns pov

when kels told me that story then relised she was crting she broke and I knew she wanted to run but I held her tight as screamed let me go and I hate you. I knew she didn't mean it though soon she just broke down crying then fell asleep I started to sing quitly

been alot of places I've been all around the world seen Alot of faces never knowing where I was on the horizon mmmm but I know I know the sun will be rising back home. liven out of cases packing up and taking off made a lot changes but not forgeting who I was on the horizon mmm nut I know I know the moon will be rising back home.

chores

(Don't forget where you belong hoome don't forget where you belong hoome If you ever feel alone dont cause your never on your own and the proof is in this song.)

been away for ages but I got everything I need im flipen through the pages of writen in my memories I feel like I'm dreaming oh so I know I know I'm never leaving no I won't go

chores

lights up when the should be on in the stars in the stars their wrong

short days with the lights down low when I think of the things I've done don't matter how far ive gone ill always dream about home.

chores

never never hoome

chores

home

dont forget it

home

you where never oh your own

and the proff is in this song never forget it this song

dont forget it

no ill never forget it this song

you will never

soon later I feel asleep with kels in my lap