Just Roommates (A Frerard Fanfic)

Be proud of who you are

I didn't kiss back at first. I stood there in shock. Ok wasn't sure if Gerard actually liked me or was only kissing me to confirm the suspicion of him being gay. I knew I was only overthinking it but I did have a wall built around my heart. I was just trying to make sure I didn't let it break down for the wrong reasons. Finally I snapped out of my thoughts and started to kiss back. I could feel his tears stream down to his lips and onto mine. I tasted the salty water and gently pulled away. He then looked at me and smiled, engulfing me in a hug. My head was on his chest and I listened to his racing heartbeat. What he didn't know was that his whole life would change if he came out to everyone. I'm not sure he's ready for that yet.

"Would you like to skip class today?" he sniffled and nodded. We grabbed our things and left the room quickly before anyone else showed up. We made our way back to our room in silence. The classes have mostly started so campus died down a bit. I had so many thoughts racing through my head at this point...

Does this make Gerard my boyfriend?

Does he like me as more than a friend?

Is he willing to come out to the world?

Does he expect us to have sex?

What if it doesn't work out?

Won't sharing a room be awkward?

Before I knew it, we were home. He opened the door and I walked in. My bed was folded into a couch and Gerard turned on the tv.

"So what do you wanna do now?" he asked a small smile on his face. He looked so innocent right now it was adorable.

"Do you want to watch a movie?" he nodded eagerly and grinned showing his small white teeth. I walked to the dresser where I kept the movies and pulled out Clockwork Orange. I grabbed at least 5 blankets and we pulled the couch out I to a bed. We put pillows all around and put the movie in.

"I'm going to run downstairs and get us some coffee ok?" I said kissing him on the cheek and running out of the room. I went down the stairs and got two cups of coffee from the lounge where they serve breakfast. They had a coffee maker always filled. Most people overlooked the coffee but that's what Gerard and I run on. I carefully walked up the stairs trying not to spill it. I opened the door and placed it down on the counter. I saw Gerard get into his "pajamas" which was just boxers. He smiled and patted the spot next to him. I tried not to blush or smile but I know he noticed. I handed him his coffee and climbed under the covers.

He looked at me and shook his head.

"What is it" I asked concerned. He had a small frown on mid face as if disappointed.

"I don't want coffee..."

?????!!!! GERARD NOT WANTING COFFEE?! the world was surly ending.

"...I want you" he said putting the coffee aside and pressed his lips firmly to mine. I began to kiss back when I noticed him starting to climb over me. His body hovered over mine, not breaking the sweet kiss. I could then feel his tongue licking my bottom lip as if asking for permission and I gladly let him in. We began to explore each others mouths and let the kiss get a bit more heated.

He pressed his body against mine and sent a trail of kisses down my neck when he was rudely interrupted by the collar of my shirt. He looked at me pouting and tugged at it. I nodded reassuring him that I wanted him to take it off. He sat me up and lifted it over my arms. He spontaneously threw it across the room which made me giggle.

His expression turned serious once more and he began to kiss my neck. Once he found my sweet spot, he left a hickey there as if to remind him where to go next time. I accidentally let out a moan then quickly shut my mouth. I could feel him smirking as he began to kiss lower and lower. By this point I was fully hard and begging to god he would do something about it. Gerard reached my belt and he began to undo it eagerly. He unbuttoned my pants and slid them further down until they were completely off. I was left now in only my boxers. He kissed the bulge in my boxers slowly and sweetly knowing it would aggravate me.

Gerard's P.O.V

He whined at my teasing and shuddered at my breath on him. I then pulled the blanket over my head and pulled his boxers down with my teeth revealing his extremely hard cock. I placed kisses all along his shaft until he was at the point where he couldn't take anymore teasing. I licked the tip and slowly took in more of him.
"Fuck gee..." I giggled and began to hollow out my cheeks. I bobbed my head faster and faster listening to franks string of moans and curses encouraging me and letting me know I was doing good. He let out a low scream telling me he was close. Then I stopped and looked up at him. He moaned in frustration of me interrupting his 'almost orgasm'. I shook my head and whispered in his ear "I'm not done with you yet babe"

This was way better than coffee.

A/N: again sorry for taking so long to update and I'm so so very sorry for the shitty smut but it was my first time trying to write it .-. Ty for commenting c: and follow me for more updates cuz yeah ily hehe. I'm sorry o.O

~Mickey