Wrong Jungkook FF

Chapter 3

(Y/N POV)

Jungkook:
"What if I kissed you because I like you?"

My eyes widen as I heard those words leave Jungkook's mouth..
This is what I was afraid of.....
I felt the same way. But I had a boyfriend and he was going to be my brother! There was no possible way I could reject him.

You:
"Jungkook......."
He walked up to me and we both were now face to face.
You:
"You know we can't. Even if we wanted to do something about this......"
Jungkook:
"So do you feel the same way?"
I felt my cheeks heat up and I looked down. Jungkook lifted my chin and looked in my eye.
Jungkook:
"Please..... Just answer...... Do you feel the same way?"
I felt my heart race out of my chest and I felt something I've never felt before....
You:
"Maybe..."
Jungkook slowly starts leaning in.....
And just as my lips were about to touch his.... Jungkook whispers
Jungkook:
"I know this is wrong..... But I just need one more kiss."

My breathing became a bit heavy and I was so tempted to kiss him, I didn't even care about the consequences after....
You:
"Fuck this..."
I wrapped my arms around his neck and pulled his into a kiss. The kiss was slow yet passionate. Trying to keep memory of this kiss..... Because it could be the last.
He eventually pulled away and we both stared at each other.
Jungkook:
"Goodnight"

*NEXT DAY*
The next morning I stepped into the kitchen tired and low on energy.
I wasn't able to sleep last night. Jungkook was on my mind the whole time....
The moment when we kissed... It would constantly replay in my head!

Jungkook:
"You ready for school?"
I jumped up and placed my hand on my heart and it was beating awfully fast.
You:
"Jeez, you scared me!"
Jungkook:
"Sorry"

*WALKING TO SCHOOL*
Could walking to school with Jungkook get anymore awkward?!!!
We walk in silence awkwardly glancing at one another.
Jungkook:
"I heard that my mom and your dad aren't going to be home again today"
You:
"Oh."
Before I could continue walking Jungkook grabs my hand and makes me stop.

Jungkook:
"Y/N..."
You:
"Yes?"
Jungkook:
"I know everything has gotten awkward after the kiss"
You:
"I know but that shouldn't make it awkward between us...."
Jungkook:
"Can we go back to how things were before the kiss?"
You:
"Yeah."
Jungkook:
"Like the kiss never happened"
I just nodded my head and sighed.
That kiss is gonna be really hard to forget......
We both kept walking till I saw my boyfriend approach me.
I stopped and just as my boyfriend was aiming for my lips, I turned my face so his lips hit my cheek... I could see Jungkook surprised by my action.
My boyfriend was about to speak but I cut him off
You:
"Let's head to school before we're late!"

*AT HOME - AFTER SCHOOL*
I lay down on my bed and looked blankly at the ceiling. I had been avoiding my boyfriend all day at school...
Not because I felt guilty of kissing Jungkook but... Because I was falling for someone else. I sighed and kept looking at my ceiling till I heard a knock on the door.
You:
"Come in"
Jungkook:
"Hey...."
I quickly sat up and tried to fix myself real quick.
You:
"Oh hey Jungkook.
Jungkook:
"I brought you some Ramen..... Thought maybe you were hungry."
Jungkook approached me with a plate and I smiled. I never had a guy being me food in bed..... Except my dad but he don't really count.

You:
"You didn't have to."
Jungkook:
"I know but I wanted to"
I looked at the plate in front of me and smiled. It actually looked really good! I grabbed my fork, took one bite and my eyes widen!
You:
"This is so gooooood!!""
Jungkook:
"Thank you.... I tried."
I giggled and watched Jungkook smile.
Jungkook:
"Well sorry to disturbed you..... I'll let you get back to what you were doing..."
You:
"WAIT!"
Jungkook:
"Yeah?"
I didn't know what I was doing. But I wanted him around......
You:
"Stay...... If you'd like."
At first Jungkook hesitated but then he smiled and agreed!

*NIGHT TIME*
You:
YAAAH! Jungkook stopppp!"
I continued to squirm around as Jungkook was tickling me!
Jungkook:
"Not until you admit that I'm awesome"
You:
"Those words will never leave my mouth!!!"

Jungkook KEPT tickling me and I was laughing so much I was getting tired.
Two can play at this game......
I started tickling him and now we were both a laughing mess!
He tried to grab my arms but I kept moving around not letting him have the chance! Eventually Jungkook grabbed them and put them over my head!
Jungkook:
"Now..... Just waiting for those three words."
You:
"You. Are......... Lame!"
As expected, Jungkook starts to tickle me again!
You:
"OKAY! OKAY! Jungkook is awesome...
I mumbled but I could see Jungkook smiling. He clearly heard what I said.
Jungkook:
"Sorry. What was that?"
I glared at him and he continued to smile waiting for those three words...
You:
"Jungkook. Is. Awesome"
He let's go of me and I sat up.
Jungkook:
"I know I am. *hair flip* "
I playfully punched him and he smiled.

The more I hung out with this boy, the more I get butterflies in my stomach!
Jungkook:
"Hey. Can I ask you something?"
You:
"Sure.... What is it?"
Jungkook:
"I know I shouldn't ask you this..... But I'm curious."
You:
"Go ahead..... Ask away!"
Jungkook:
"If I wasn't going to become your brother....... Would you have given me a chance?"
You:
"A chance?"
Jungkook:
"Yeah.... To be your boyfriend."
My cheeks heat up and I felt my stomach flustered.
Was it wrong to say yes?
If I were to meet Jungkook and be friend with him.......

Would I break up with my boyfriend just to be with Jungkook?
Jungkook:
"Nevermind..... You don't have to answer"
You:
"I would....."
Jungkook looked at me and I looked down.
Jungkook:
"Then what's stopping us?"
You:
"Our parents marriage.."
He stays quiet and looks down.
Jungkook:
"But what if I had an idea to make us work....... Then what is stopping us?"
You:
"Jungkook.... I'm not going to destroy our parents wedding!"
Jungkook:
"That wasn't the plan though...."
You:
"Then what can your plan possible be?"
Jungkook:
"What if we become a couple while we still can BEFORE our parents marriage."
You:
"And then what?"
Jungkook:
"As soon as my mum and your dad get married, we stop"
I wanted to agree, but there was so much wrong with it...
You:
"What if out parents find out?"
Jungkook:
"We'll have to learn to keep this a secret."
You:
"What about my boyfriend?"
Jungkook:
"Leave him...."
You:
"And........."
Jungkook:
"And?"
You:
"What if we get hurt in the end....?"
Jungkook:
"Then it would be worth it..."
You:
"Jungkook......."
He looked up into my eyes and I felt my heart racing.
Jungkook:
"Look. I like you, a lot. And I can't be around you knowing you belong with someone else and not me.... So if you really want to make this work, then trust me. And I'll make you the happiest girl on earth! But if not, then I'll give you your space...."

So I can either stay with my boyfriend and Jungkook will probably never talk to me ever again. Or I can give Jungkook a chance and break my boyfriends heart.....
Either way someone will get hurt in the end...
Jungkook:
"So what do you wanna do?"
I took a deep breath a looked at Jungkook.
You:
"I choose..........."

Ok so comment down below who you think Y/N will choose! But think carefully!
Thank you so much for reading so far!