Wrong Jungkook FF

Chapter 4

You:
"I choose....."
Just as the words were about to spill out of my mouth I stopped myself.
What if I really do fall for Jungkook.. Hard..... I can't just move on as soon as we have to break up!
Jungkook:
"You choose?"
You:
"I'm sorry, I need some time to think about this...."
I could see the disappointment on Jungkook's face but he just nodded his head.

Jungkook:
"Take all the time you need..."
I watched him get up from my bed and walk to the door.
You:
"Jungkook wait!"
He stopped and looked at me.
I got off from my bed and walked over to him... Since he was much taller, I had to get on my tippy toes to kiss his cheek.
Jungkook:
"What was that for?"
You:
"My way of thanking you for the food. ☺️"
He automatically turns red and smiles.
Jungkook:
"Goodnight Y/N.."

(NEXT DAY)

Last night Jungkook asked me to basically choose between my boyfriend and him..... But to be honest, coming to a final decision was going to be damn hard. I had to think about EVERYTHING before even deciding.
Because one wrong move and it can lead to so many unwanted problems.
Everytime I was around Jungkook, I'd feel butterfly's. Even when us two kissed, I felt something I've never felt before. But he was going to be my new step brother..... And if us two started something and develop deep feelings for each other.... Ending it would be the hardest thing to do!
But I clearly like Jungkook and want to be with him more.
What if I missed my perfect chance? And regret it in the future?
Decisions..... Decisions..... I put my hands on my head and took multiple deep breaths.

???:
"Y/N?"
I looked up and I found my boyfriend standing there, looking right at me.
Wow great timing I thought
I actually invited him.... Just to see if I still felt anything for him.
Maybe after this late date, things would clear up on what decision I should make.
Will I stay with my boyfriend or go to Jungkook?

(AT HOME)
A date with my boyfriend gave me the answer I needed. The two of us slowly walked to my door and we looked at each other. This was it...... I knew what to do!
Just as I were about to open my mouth, my boyfriend starts to speak.
Your boyfriend:
"Babe..... I've been a good boyfriend around you..... But that's because my mom's been in hospital. 💔😣"

My heart dropped when those words left his mouth..
Here I am about to break his heart. He's already going through a lot. Was I actually going to hurt him further?

You:
"It's ok. I understand."
As soon as I said that he pulled me into a hug and wrapped his arms around my waist as I wrapped mine around his neck. He pulled away and just looked at me. I could see he was leaning in so I decided to lean in too.

Jungkook:
"I though I heard noise out here...."
I looked up and saw Jungkook standing in front of us
Well this is just what I needed. 😑
You:
"Oh..... Jungkook....... Hi."
Jungkook:
"Hello Y/N....... Y/N's boyfriend...."
I glanced over at Jungkook and saw him literally stare my boyfriend down

Your Boyfriend:
"Hey Jungkook..... How's your day going?"
Jungkook:
"Oh it's going great now!.... Have you told him the news?"
You:
"News??"
Jungkook:
"I'll take that as a no...."
He steps down so that he's now between me and my boyfriend.
Jungkook:
"What Y/N hasn't told you, is that Y/N and I-"
My eyes widened and I immediately covered his mouth because... Well I knew where he was going with this.....

You:
"We wanted to invite you for our family cook out on Saturday. I was going to tell you but it seems like Jungkook was too excited and he couldn't wait." I said as I glared at Jungkook. When I looked back at my boyfriend I could feel Jungkook's glare on me, not happy at all....

Your Boyfriend:
"Sure! I'd love to come!!"
Before any of us could say anything else, my boyfriends phone began to ring.
Your boyfriend:
"I should probably take this..."
You:
"Of course! Go..."

I took my hand of Jungkook's mouth and looked at him.
You:
"What the hell were you trying to do?!!!"
Jungkook:
"Something that YOU should've been doing!"
You:
"First of all, I can do it myself thanks. Second of all I can't say it right now!"
Jungkook:
"Why can't you?"
Before I could answer, my boyfriend came back from his call and looked at me.
My boyfriend:
"I have to head home to my mom now."
He leaned in, kissed my forehead, smiled at Jungkook and walked off.
I looked at Jungkook and saw his fists were clenched by his side.
I could already tell that tonight was going to be a long night.... *sigh*

I walked into the living room waiting to be asked 21 questions.
But instead he comes in and sits on the couch in complete silence.
I looked at him just staring at the wall in front of him.
You:
"You're not gonna say anything?"
Jungkook:
"Is that what you want me to do?"
I just sighed and looked forward.

Jungkook:
"Why didn't you do it?"
You:
"Do what?"
Jungkook:
"Break up with him?"
You:
"I can't......"
I got up and started walking away to avoid this conversation.
But Jungkook grabbed my wrist hard, stopping me from walking out.

Jungkook:
"You're going to have to explain why sooner or later. But I prefer sooner......"
You:
"I told you I can't..."
Jungkook:
"Ugh Y/N you're not explaining why!"
You:
"I can't break his heart.... He's going through some stuff right now and if I just break his heart, it won't feel right!"
Jungkook:
"That's what's stopping you?"
You:
"And........."
Jungkook:
"And?"
You:
"You know we wouldn't be able to work out anyways..."
Jungkook:
"Do you like me?"
UGH THAT QUESTION!!!
I stayed silent and looked down

Jungkook:
"Y/N look at me."
He used his finger to slowly lift my chin  to look him in the eyes....
Jungook:
"Let me ask you again...... Do you like me?"
You:
"Y-yes.."
Jungkook:
"Then that's all that matters to me..."
You:
"Jungkook......"

Jungkook:
"Y/N you're making this harder than it should be...."
You:
"How do I make it easier for myself then?!"
Jungkook;
"Leave him....."
You:
"I already said I can't!"
Jungkook:
"You're only with him because you feel bad for him."
You:
"That's not true..."
Jungkook:
"Then why are you with him?"
You:
"That's not fair!"
Jungkook:
"What's not fair? That I'm trying to release the truth from you?"
I stayed quiet. I was going to break up with him. But then I found out about his mom. That's what stopped me...
I was only with him out of pity! 😣

Jungkook:
"Look... I'm saying all this because I like you, and I know for a fact that you like me too. Here I am thinking nothing  can stop us but there's one person holding you back...."
You:
"So what am I supposed to do? Just break up with him?"
Jungkook:
"If I were you I'd break up with him right now! He may be going through a rough time but once you break up with him, it'll blow over.... And plus he's going to realise you stayed with him because you felt bad sooner or later..."
I just sighed not knowing what to do or say.
Jungkook:
"Y/N I'm giving you till Saturday..... To break up with him."
You:
"If I do break up with him?"
Jungkook:
"Then we can be together and you get to kiss me without feeling guilty.😉"
You:
"And if I don't?"
Jungkook:
"Then I'll leave you alone..... For real this time."

Jungkook was about to walk away but he stopped. He turned around and surprisingly gave me a kiss.
He pulled away and smiled....
Jungkook:
"I just want to be the only one who can do that..." After he said that, he winked. OH MA GAHD!
I felt my cheeks hear up as I watched Jungkook walk away.
What was I going to do??
I think I know what I need to do now..
Everything was left for me to decide... ARHJIGRCJOTEFHUGFT fuck.

I'm so sorry for updating so late!!! I've been extremely lazy and only today one of my Best Friends gave me the motivation to complete Chapter 4! XxByunLuluxX hope you like it😘❤️ 
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