*Before we start this whole story is going to be really fucked up so trigger warning right now, I warned ya.*
Laying there.
Heart pounding.
Mind racing.
Next to the one I loved.
I have never been happier.
He's sweet and kind, the funniest guy you will ever meet. But its me that gets to call him my boyfriend.
They say love hurts but the only thing that hurts is not having love, having it ripped away from you, ripping it from yourself.
As I laid there staring at the diamond sky, nothing had ever felt so right.
"Isaac?"
"Peanut?" -That was his nickname for me, which is totally ironic as I'm allergic to peanuts. My real name is Serena, Serena Williams.
"What would you do if I died tomorrow?"
"Why would you ask that?" He replied, puzzled at my sudden question.
"Just answer the question- What would you do?"
"Well I would cry for days on end, I would never be the same again! Everywhere I looked I would see your beauty in every little thing. In every sound, I would hear the melodic notes of your voice. In every touch, I would feel your warmth touching my skin. In every mirror, I would see a dead man, ripped from the love of his life." With every word he made my heart skip a beat, as I gazed into his fiery eyes.
"That, that was beautiful. God I fucking love you!"
"I love you too Peanut."
"While we're on the topic, what would you do if I died?"
"Well thats simple. Sometimes the only way to stop feeling pain is to stop feeling anything at all."
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I know this is really short but its late and I wanted to get something out there, don't worry this new book we be a lot more dark than this first chapter appears. Stick around I am excited for this one.
