Falling In Love With My Best Friend

Chapter 4

Seamus P.O.V

I sigh and get up and walk to my computer and sit down in my chair. I click on the game "League Of Legends" and set up my mic, and start the recording. 

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After i finish playing League for about an hour or two, i stop the recording and edit it. After i put it up on my channel and slip on a mario shirt and some jeans. I walk downstairs to find James sitting on the couch, on his phone.

"Hey James" I say as i walk over to the couch.

"Hey. Um i gotta go ok, See ya" he says quickly before getting up off the couch, and passing me.

As he quickly walks past me our arms brush slightly against each other, and a slight blush forms on my face. 

"What are these feelings that keep jumbling up in my stoamch? Why do I keep blushing everytime we touch" I ask myself. 

I sigh as i walk upstairs and knock on Eddie's door. After a few seconds i hear the knob twist and he opens the door with a smile on his face.

"Hey Sea. Do you need anything?" he asks.

"Well yeah,i need to talk to you about something' i say as i shuffle my feet a bit.

"Ok then. Come in and we can talk about it" He said as he opened the door more, and motioned for me to come in.

I nod as i walk inside his room and sit on the end of his bed. He gently closes the door behind him and walks over and sits beside me on the bed.

"Maybe he can help me with these feelings that i have inside me. He is gay so maybe he can help me figure this stuff out"  i say in my head.

"Ok Sea, What do you need to talk about?" he asked, his voice full of concern.

"W-Well ive been having these weird feelings that jumble up inside me. And i dont know what it means" I stutter.

"Ok..Go on" He says as he crosses his arms.

"A-And ive been having these weird dreams about James, and everytime we touch i blush. Im  always happy when im around him and I cant control myself when im with him. Eddie..Whats happening?" i ask as i look at him.

"Ah, I know exactly whats going on Seamus. The reason your feeling this way is because your gay and you like James" Said Eddie with a smile on his face.

"Wait what? I-Im gay?"  I ask, my eyes wide.

"Yup. And its not something you can turn off. If your gay, your gay. No doubt about it. And from the way you talk about James an all, your definetly 100% gay" He said as he put his arms down and into his lap.

"Ok..So your saying that im gay and i like James?" I ask, trying to process all of this through my mind as quickly as possible.

"Yes Seamus. Now in my case, I would suggest to make your move now and get him" Said Eddie as he got up and stretched.

I slightly nod as i get up as well. He chuckles slightly as he gently pats my back before pushing me out of the room. As he moves me out of his room, he gives me a thumbs up sign and a small "Go get em'" saying before closing his door.

I sigh as i walk back into my room and closing my door. As i walk to my bed, i hear a knock at my door. I groan as i walk back to the door and open it, too see James standing there.

"Yes?" I ask as i raise an eyebrow.

"i wanted to apologize and i wanted to do something" He said as he fiddled with his hands.

I nod and pull him in my room and close the door. He walks over to my bed and sits down. I walk over to my bed and sit down beside him.

He turns to face me with a blank expression on his face.

"Ok Seamus...I want to try something" He says as he looks me in the eyes.

I nod slightly, a bit confused. He tells me to close my eyes and i nod, doing so. As we sit there in silence i hear him sigh deeply. My eyebrows furrow in confusion until i feel a pair of soft lips touch mine.

I tense up as he kisses me. I didnt move and i kept my eyes closed. He then pulls back from the kiss and i open my eyes and shock. I look at him with wide eyes. His eyes start to tear up as get jolts up and runs out of the room.

"James! James wait!" I yell but he's already out of the room. I sigh heavily as i lay down in my bed. I didnt think he would kiss me. But he did..And i liked it. I groan as i close my eyes and rub my face as I think of what to do.

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Well theres that chapter! I still hope you all are enjoying this as much as i am! Im still hyped on writing this and i hope you all continue to read it c:

Bai~Angel :3