Falling In Love With My Best Friend

Chapter 11

James P.O.V

As Seamus runs out of the room with tears in his eyes, I can't help but feel my heart break a little bit.
I hated seeing him cry, even more if I made him. I sigh and rub my face and groaning before laying back down on the bed. I stare up at the ceiling, staring at the cracks in it.
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Seamus P.O.V

~Dream~

I wake up and I'm strapped to a chair.

"What the fuck?!" I say as I try and squirm out of the chair.

The chair doesn't budge but the leather reins tighten on me making me gasp and groan.

It was squeezing my body tightly, while hurting my hands.

Suddenly a light flicked on and James appears in front of me. It's just him sitting in a chair, darkness looming around him.

Suddenly the darkness beside him clears and Aleks is beside him.

My eyebrows furrow in confusion as to why I'm here with both of them. My gaze kept going from both of them, wondering if they're gonna speak.

Suddenly Aleks smirks and sits on James' lap and wraps his arms around his neck.

Aleks kisses him and I see James kiss back. I see Aleks tangle his hands in James' curly hair, while smirking through the kiss.

I clench my teeth as I growl lowly. James was mine, not Aleks'

"Wait...Doesn't Aleks have a fiancée??!?" I say in my head.

"Aleks isn't even gay! Why the hell is he kissing James!" I scream in my head.

Aleks grinds down on James, making him moan. I bite my lip and snarl, wanting them to stop.

I see Aleks smirk again as he grinds down harder on James. James pulls Aleks closer to him as they break the kiss. James goes for his neck and starts to mark him.

I bite my tongue hard, feeling the irony taste fill my mouth. I squirmed more, tears running down my face.

I screamed for them to stop.

The kept on kissing and grinding.

I bit down more on my tongue, feeling the metallic taste in my mouth.

I yell at them again over and over, blood pouring from my mouth and tears streaming down my face.

I lower my head as I sob loudly.

Next thing I heard.. made me want to die.

They were fucking. The sounds of moans, skin slapping, and loud yelling filled the room.

It made my blood boil and my stomach to churn. It just wouldn't stop. I felt like I was trapped in hell.

"Why would James do this?! I thought he loved me!" I say in my head.

Still strapped to the chair, my wrists burning, my stomach churning, and my mouth bleeding, I finally heard the moaning stop.

I look up to see them naked and cuddling.

The last thing I heard...Made my heart split in two, and my body shake.

"I love you Aleks" Said James to Aleks, as he played with his hair as they laid in the bed.

I felt everything in my life crash. Nothing mattered anymore. Nothing at all.

"Seamus! Seamus!" I heard from outside the door.

~End of dream~

I quickly sat up in a cold sweat. I gulp and looks around. I was in the bathroom.

"It was all a dream...J-Just...A dream" I say shakily.

"Seamus! Seamus open the goddamn door now!" I heard James yell from outside the door.

I slowly get up and rub my wrists.

They were burning like fire.

I quickly groaned as I held my stomach in pain. My stomach felt like it was doing flips.

I suddenly taste something in my mouth. I lean over the sink and open my mouth and a little bit of blood pours from my mouth.

I shiver in disgust as I turn on the water and cup my hands, getting some water. I raise the water to my mouth and swish it around inside, trying to help clear out the blood. I spit out the water, blood mixing with it. After doing it for a few more times I lean in and stick out my tongue, looking at it in the mirror.

I had a slight big cut on my tongue.

I did the same things that happened in that dream.
I dry off my hands with a towl as I hear James yell again from outside the door.

"Seamus O' Doherty! I know your in there!" he yelled.

I unlock the door and I feel him tackle me in a hug.

"I'm so sorry Seamus for trying to rush you again. Im so so sorry" he apologizes as he hugs me tightly.

The dream floods back into my head as James hugs me.

The parts of him hugging, kissing, and fucking Aleks clouded my head.

I snapped. I started sobbing into his shirt while shaking.

He pulls back from the hug with his hands on my waist as he looks at me with sadness in his eyes.

"S-Seamus baby what's wrong?" he asks.

"I-I h-had a n-nightmare J-Jamie" I stutter as tears flow from my eyes.

He frowns as he wipes my tears away.

"Come on. We're going to bed. You need rest" he said as he leaned down and picked me up bridal style.

I squeak as I wrap my arms around his neck as he turns off the bathroom light. He sighs lightly as he walks us to his room.

As he gets in the room, he shuts the door with his foot and takes me over to his bed. He drops me down lightly making me squeak again.

He smiles at my reaction. He takes off his shirt and pants, leaving him in boxers.

I blush a deep red as I stare at his body. He notices my staring and chuckes as he climbs in bed with me.

"Are you just gonna sleep in that?" he asks.

"Oh, heh no" I say.

I lightly as I try and lift my shirt up, but struggle as he stares at me.

I hear him chuckle as he moves my hands out of the way.

"Here, Let me help" he says as he easily lifts my shirt up and over my head.

I blush as I cover my chest.

He chuckles as he moves the covers and helps me with my belt.

I blush deeply as I look away. Once he gets my pants off he puts them somewhere in the room.

He pulls the covers back over us before kissing my cheek.

"You are so goddamn adorable babe" he says as he pulls me close to him, my ass right on his crotch.

I blush again as I smile slightly.

"I love you" he says as he nuzzles his face into my neck.

I feel my heart flutter as I smile, "I love you too" I say as I hear soft snores coming from him.

I giggle slightly as my eyes slowly droop, taking me into sleep.

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Heehee, I kinda liked this chapter a bit, More than recent ones :3

Baii~Angel :3