Falling In Love With My Best Friend

Chapter 16

Seamus P.O.V

"Me and Seamus are .. dating" was the exact words that James spoke.

After he fnished everything and everyone was silent.

I felt my heart rate speed up as i bite my lip nervously. The silence was nerve-racking. It scared me. I didn't want this to end badly. I did'nt want to get rejected and be hated even more in society. 

I turn my gaze over to the chat screen to see that the chat is booming with texts like:

"Holy shit i knew jeamus would happen!"

and texts like:

"Omfg this is wonderful im so happy for them!"

but of course theres always that hated message ..

"Wow those two are a bunch of dirty faggots. I hope they die and burn in hell"

I bite my lip harder as i feel tears threatening to fall. No one was speaking, just silence.

If you were in the room you could tell the heavy tension in the room. The silence was like pure insanity and the tension was so thick it felt like it was hard to breathe.

I gulp as i feel a knot in my stomach grow as i begin to lightly sweat. All the negative thoughts swirled around my head as i heard a faint voice speak to me.

"See look, they won't speak. They think of you as worthless and disgusting"

Just hearing that made me break. I instantly let go of James' hand as i get up and run out of the stream room. As i run out, tears pouring down my face, i hear James yell my name. But that only made me run faster.

I had to get out of there. The tension and silence was to high. I couldn't stand it any longer. I have to run away i feel like it's my only choice left. As i run out of the office building and down the street, rain starts pouring heavily.

~Boom!~

The crack of thunder made my heart skip and my feet speed up. I kept running and running until my feet gave out. I let out a deep huff as my legs tremble and i sink to the ground. I collapsed on my side on the wet sidewalk.

My clothes stuck to me and my hair matted to my face. I sigh as i lay there, cold and wet. 

~2 hours later~

I've been laying here for about 2 hours and my hands are numb. Hell even half of my body is numb. It's cold and wet out here and the wind is blowing. My stomach is in knots because i havent eaten anything.

As i lay there, my arms by my side and my breathing shallow, i feel my breathing slow down and i feel by body stop as i pass out into darkness.

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