Yin & Yang. | - A Niall Horan fanfiction.

The Ugly Truth. { Chapter 11 }

Amelia.

I can't believe Niall used to work for my dad. ''Amelia, uhm are you okay?'' he asks. I nod. ''Yes it's just ... I don't know.'' I say. I was on the edge of crying and I have no idea why. ''Do you want to go home?'' Niall asks. I nod. ''Yes please.'' I say. He pulls away, and takes my hand in his. ''Let's go.'' he says. The car ride was silent and a little bit awkward. ''Amelia, do you want to see your dad?'' Niall asks. ''Well I don't know. I want to see him but what if he doesn't wants to see me?'' I ask with a shaky voice. ''Trust me Amelia, he does.'' Niall says.

''How'd you know?'' I ask him. ''Because erm ... listen your dad used to talk a lot about you. I just never knew it was actually you now'' he says. ''Oh .. where is he?'' I ask. ''Uhm he's on the other side of town. The 'bad' side.'' Niall says. Oh, I know that side too well. ''Mhm ... what does he looks like now?'' I ask him curious. Last time I saw him was when I was 13, and well maybe he has changed. ''He has dark brown hair, usually in a quiff, and he has the exact same eyes as you. Oh and he has a few tattoos.'' he says. ''Really? What tattoos?'' I ask. ''It's a date I don't remember well I think it was 21'04'09'' he says. My body froze. I remembered the text an Unknown number sent me, it was the same date. ''N-niall .. someone texted me that same date a week ago when Brent came.'' I say. ''Really? What was the number?'' he asks. ''Unknown.'' I say getting worried. Was it my dad? ''Do you think it was my dad?'' I ask him. ''Have no idea.'' he says.

I sigh and look out of the window. It was beautiful outside. ''Do you think my dad doesn't love me anymore?'' I ask all of sudden. Niall chuckles. ''Of course not you silly,'' Niall says. I sigh. ''We're here love, do you want me to stay over?'' Niall asks. I shake my head. ''No .. I-i'm okay, but thank you.'' I say faking a smile. Yes, I am really good at faking smiles. ''Okay. I'll see you later okay?'' he asks smiling. He was just so perfect. Any other guy wouldn't care. ''Yes.'' I say. I kiss his cheek and get out of the car.

As soon as I walk into my house I fall down on my knees and start to cry. I've missed my father ever since he died - well left. I can't believe he's still alive. My daddy .. I remember beating up a girl for saying he was a criminal. I chuckle at the memory. He thaught me so much things. For example how to not give a fuck what everybody thinks of me. And to never break down and keep going until you reach your goal. Yes, I was pretty young when he thaught me this; but I never forgot. I quickly get up. I don't need to break down, but keep going until I reach my goal; finding my dad.

I grab my Phone to see the text message from the unknown number. ' 21'04'09' . There is something strange abou that date. I just don't remember what. I sit on the couch for a while thinking what possibly could have happened on that date. 21st of April, 2009 .. ''UGH FUCK THIS'' I shout. I throw my Phone on the ground and get up. I walk to my room, and open the last drawer.

'Don't do it, don't!' a voice in the back of my head said. Oh shut up. I take out one cigarette from the package, and a lighter. Yes, I smoke. But not Always. Just sometimes. I inhale and slowly exhale. I finsih the cigarette and pick out a new one.

I walk back downstairs with the cigarette in my hand. I grab my Phone from the ground. 1 new message. 'Smoking is bad for you, please don't do it.' the text said. It was from the same unknown number, that sent me the date. What the hell .. 'Why do you care, leave me alone.' I text back. The unknown person doesn't reply. Good. I sigh and throw my cigarette away. Why must life be so confusing sometimes? ugh.

'Goodnight love, and don't stress too much everything will be alright. I promise. xx -N.' Niall texts me. I smile at his text. He was so caring. 'Thanks .. Goodnight. :) xx' I text him back. I put my Phone away and change into something more comfy. I lay down on my bed and stare at the ceiling for a long time. My dad was alive. He has been here. I just can't believe it. Why'd he leave me alone with Sapphire, Brent and Calum? And why didn't my mother told me anything abou it? Does she even know? ...