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He OD'ed

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I get a novel long text from Namjoon:

"Alala? I'm so sorry about what just happened. I love you so much and I hope J-Hope has told you that nothing he had said was true. I want to also know if you hate me. And where are you? I miss you. I need you. I regret not running after you. I regret fighting J-Hope. But what I don't regret is meeting you. Just tell me if our relationship is over or not. Please don't leave me guessing. I really hope it isn't because I really need you right now. It feels just as if someone has just ripped my heart out. I'm crying as I'm texting you all of this and if you don't want to see me again, just know... I love you. I want you. I need you. I can't live without you. Forever love me, Kim Namjoon."

"Perse. Turn around." I say calmly, staring at the text. "Okay." She turns the car around quickly and drives the direction towards the hospital. "What made you change your mind?" She asks, smirking and winking. I smile and read the text aloud to her. She smiles, "I want one of the members. They seem so romantic." "They are." I reply.

We get to the hospital moments later and I see the feather on the ground a few inches in front of me, drifting my way. I reach for it and just as I do, another hand grabs it the same time as me. We both look up to each other at the same time making eye contact... "Hey, Alala." Namjoon says, smirking. I smile as I lift it up, feeling it. "H- Hi." I reply.

He hugs me tightly and I hug him back. "Ugh. I thought you were gone for good. I missed you. I love you." He says wiping a few tears out of his eyes, his wings are gone, but his jacket and shirt are destroyed. "I love you too, but let's go sleep. The concert is in a day and you need rest." I tell him. He nods in agreement. I turn to Perse and ask, "Perse? You're going back to the hotel, right?" She nods. "Could you give us a lift? Please?" I ask. She smiles and says, "Yeah. Of course. Get in."

We both get into the backseat and she turns on the radio. "Hope you don't mind RM, but Big Bang's 'BANG, BANG, BANG' is ma jam." He laughs at her comment and says, "I like Big Bang." Perse and I both laugh at Namjoon stupidly singing to it. He's not even trying, he's trying to make us laugh.

Then BTS's song "Let Me Know" starts to play. Namjoon gasps, "This is my jam!" Me and Perse both laugh. We get halfway through the song then arrive at the hotel. "Wait!" Namjoon says then continues, "Sing it with me." Then he actually tries to sing, so me and Perse shrug our shoulders and join in.

The song ends and he says, "Turn the radio off before we're here for another hour." He then laughs and gets out. I get out too and also Perse. Namjoon walks beside me with his arm around me. We walk into the hotel and press the elevator button, waiting for it.

It opens and I press Perse's floor number. The doors close and Perse then mentions, "So what happened with Jungkook?" Monnie looks at me then at Perse and explains everything. "Wow. That's cool." She says then the elevator dings, opening and she walks out. "Have a good night y'all, bye." She says waving. "You too, Perse." I say and Joonie just smiles and waves.

He presses our floor number and smirks and stares at me. I pretend like I don't notice. I just take the feather out of my pocket and look at it for a second. He gets a text from Jungkook and reads it to me, "Wow. Listen to this, 'My wings are slowly turning white and my necklace says, 'sharing.' Is that not cool, Hyung?'"

I look at him suspiciously, "Why is only he changing?" He shrugs his shoulders. I stroke the feather and Joonie looks at his wings quickly. "What the fuck?" He says. I ask, "What?" "Are you touching my wings? It feels like you are." I shake my head.

"Is that my feather?" I nod my head. "When you touch my feather, it feels like you are touching my wings. That's so strange... No wonder I feel like this every now and then. You touch my feather, I feel it." He says. I smile innocently, "So you feel this?" I rub the feather and he groans lightly. "Damn it. Put that thing down." He says and I laugh, "No."

The elevator dings and I run out quickly and into the room, trying to force the door closed quickly, but Joonie's force is too strong. I lean against the door simply rubbing the feather, it gives Joonie more reasons to push the door harder. I jump out of the way as he pushes the door as hard as possible.

He kisses me passionately, slamming the door closed behind him and pushing me over to his bed, but we are soon interrupted by Namjoon's phone in his back pocket. He looks at it and sighs deeply, throwing it on the floor and running his hands through his hair. "W- What happened, Joonie?" I ask, curiously. "J- J-Hope. He finally overdosed. They say he's gonna die."

"Isn't there anything you can do?" "No. And it's all my fault. He started throwing up blood and then passed out right after I had left with you. He's at the hospital. He has depression and too much hate and anger. He just needs to take a chill pill... Not literally. No more pills for J-Hope from now on."

I ask, "Sh- Should we go?" He nods, picking his phone back up and standing up, walking to his suitcase and pulling a shirt and a hoodie out of it. He opens the door, putting his hoodie on and waits for me to pass, closing it behind us and locking it. He holds my hand and goes to the elevator, pressing the button. "H- How are we going to get there?" I ask. "You'll see."

I use the hand that he's not holding to put it in my hoodie's pocket and pet the feather. He smirks and looks at me with a dark, but sexy expression. I look away from him innocently. "You still have my feather, don't you?" I smile and nod.

He says, "Okay, please stop." I continue rubbing it and he squeezes my hand harder. "Ow! Namjoon!" "Oh, sorry." He says, letting go. The elevator dings and we walk out. Jin is waiting outside in the car, "I'm here, now hurry up." He shouts with the window down. Me and Joonie both get into the backseat.