Take This To Your Grave...

Chapter One - Hands between legs to whatever it takes to

I can't believe it, I just can't believe I got runner up on The Voice, I can't believe that Fall Out Boy agreed to perform with me at the finale (We sang Just One Yesterday)

(I'm the luckiest girl alive!)

That was 6 months ago

And I most certainly can't believe the phone call I just got

- 10 Minutes Earlier -

Me - "Hang on Adam I've got a call" *looks down at phone* "OHMYFUCKINGGOD IT'S PETE WENTZ!"

Adam - "Well answer it then girlfriend!" (He's gay and is the only thing in existence allowed to call me girlfriend)

Me - *Answers call"

"Hello?"

Pete - "Hello is this Ryan?"

Me - "Yes!"

Pete - "Hey this is Pete Wentz from Fall Out Boy, We performed with you at the finale of the voice?"

Me - "Yes you did! Haha!"

Pete - "Yeah, So, I just wrote a song yesterday called 'With This Song' and it's a duet, I pitched it to Patrick and he said to call you and ask if you wanna do the duet with us, but it's okay if you don't want to, we can find someone else"

Me - "OHMYFUCKINGGOD your bullshitting me!"

Pete - "No I'm not hahah! I'm completely serious"

Me - "if your not kidding, then OHMYGODYESOFCOURSE!"

Pete - "Awesome! So the first studio session is a week from today at 3, can you make that?"

Me - "Yes ofcourse!"

Pete - "Okay I'll let the guys know! I'll talk to you later! Bye!"

Me - "Yeah, Bye....."

I slide down the wall I was leaning against and dropped my phone,

Adam asked "Oh my god what happened? Did someone die?"

"No, You'd never believe me" "Oh yeah? Try me!" "That was Pete from fall out boy..." "Mhmmm" "They're putting a duet on they're next album and they want me on it..." "OHMYGOD That's incredible! Wow! Congrats!"

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It's the day I'm going to the studio.....to record a song.....with fall out boy

I've already talked to Patrick, he emailed me the lyrics and we've met up and had lunch to discuss the song and rhythm and he already agreed that I could take Adam with when we record

We're driving to the studio right now and Adams singing with me on my vocal warm-ups, His voice is better than mine! I swear!

"Adam are you sure I look okay? And sound okay?" "You look gorgeous and you sound phenominal! Those boys are gonna love you!" "Are you sure?" "Yes! Now just sing with me! If I wanted to leave I would've left by now but you're the only one that knows me, Better than I know mySE-E-E-ELF!"

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*We walk into the studio*

"Hey! Ryan!" Patrick runs over and hugs me

"Hey Patrick! How are you?" "I'm really excited! And you?" "Same but I'm really nervous too!" "Aww I was the same way when I first recorded but don't worry about it and it'll be fine! Trust me!" "Aww okay!"

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We were recording...

His voice sounds phenomenal and this song I more of a ballad

P - "With this song I want to help you in your fight to, stay"

R - "With this song I hope to keep you here while I'm away"

P - "With this song I need to feel your emotions more than mine"

R - "But it's about time, to say"

PR - "That with this song you're the only one I'm thinking about tonight, With this song you're always with me and that's what's right, and this and so many other things right now about, All I need, to say, With this song"

-Cut Scene-

*WARNING : EXPLICIT SEX SCENE*

The day in the studio was done and we all had went out to celebrate,

The club we went to was called Puzzles

*A/N: Cheesy pun from HIMYM I know!*

After a while we were all pretty drunk and I went into the unisex bathroom (There was no gender specified br)

I saw Patrick come out of one of the stalls and he came over a kissed me, I pulled away at first but he pushed me up against the stall door so I didn't have a choice

He then broke the kiss and shoved me into the stall and locked the door, In my drunken state I put the toilet lid down and sat on it

Patrick turned around and leaned down and pulled my shirt off, I pulled his off and kissed him, he pulled his pants down just enough to pull out his cock, and I must say, it wasn't that long but veiny, what he lacked in length he made up for in thickness

He pushed it into my welcoming mouth and groaned loud

"Oh yeah, good girl"

I took him entirely into my mouth and swallowed while I wiggled my tounge

"Oh fuck! Do that again!"

I did and he groaned

Then he pulled out of my mouth and stood me up while turning me around and pulled up my skirt and pushed into me

I moaned loud with pleasure as he thrust his cock into me while I was pressed up against the wall of the stall

He sped up and I growled loud with approval

Then he cried out and came inside me

He almost fell as he sat on the toilet lid, slowly stroking his cock

I had been drooling so I wiped my mouth as I turned around and leaned back against the door pulling my underwear back up

I sunk to my knees and put his slowly receding cock into my mouth while sucking and swirling my tounge

"Ohhh, Ryan" he cried out weakly as he intertwined his fingers in my hair

-Cut Scene-

I woke up the next morning with the worst hangover I've ever experienced in my life,

What did I do last night?

I thought back and the last thing I remember is......Patrick fucking me in the bathroom,

"Nononononoooo!" I yell into the air

"What? What did you do last night?" Adam growled walking out of his room

(Did I mention me and Adam share an apartment together?)

"Patrick!" "No I'm Adam! What did you do last night?" "Patrick!" "I'm Adam!" "I did Patrick you moron!" "What? But he's married!" "I know! Fuck!" "What am I gonna do?"

"Talk to him about it!" "What?! Are you still drunk?!" "No not at all! Just meet up with him later and talk to him about it!" "And say what?! 'I absolutely LOVED it when you fucked me last night when we were drunk!'?!" "You figure it out! I'm gonna make coffee!"

-Later that week-

We were recording another few takes of the song in the studio

Afterwards I asked "Patrick, Can I talk to you alone for a minute?" "Sure!" we walked into the hallway and into a janitors closet "What did you wanna talk about?" "How we fucked at the club" His smile quickly faded "What about it? It's done, We can never take it back, and we never have to speak of it again or tell anyone, You understand?" "Yeah I guess" "Okay, good girl" and I flashback to him in my mouth and hold back the low groan waiting in my throat

"We'd better get back, they'll worry"

"Okay" I sigh