Eros and Agape

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Trigger warning

Viktor's P.O.V

I stood up and knocked on the bathroom door whilst texting Otabek.

Hey, can you bring some pain relief to Yurio's room.

Sure, is everything ok?

It's fine just hurry.

"Yuri? Come out please." I heard the bathroom door unlock and I stepped back.
Tears stained his cheeks and his eyes were red from crying. He was now wearing a hotel dressing gown.
"Viktor I-I!" He didn't finish because he pushed passed me and ran out of the door.

Otabek's P.O.V

I didn't get too drunk last night and managed to wake up at 9. I went on Instagram and saw the video.
"Yura? Why?" I whimpered to my empty room.
I didn't want to admit it but ever since I met the small Russian I had fallen deeply in love with him.

My phone buzzed and I opened my messages to see one from Viktor.

Hey, can you bring some pain relief to Yurio's room.

I replied quickly worried about my crush.

Sure, is everything ok?

It's fine just hurry.

I ran to my bag and picked up the tablets I bought on my way to the hotel.

I ran up to Yura's room and knocked on the door.
Viktor answered and the look on his face said it all.

He had seen the video.

Well shit.

"Hey Viktor, here are the tablets. Do you mind if I see him?" I asked. Viktor was the only one who knew about my little crush. He had been trying to get me and Yura together, but it just didn't happen.
"Whatever." He said walking into the room.

I walked in and saw Yura curled up in bed and Viktor getting 3 glasses of water.
He passed me one, put one on the side of Yura's bed along with two tablets and drank one.
"Thanks Otabek, I'm gonna go find Yuri." He said in a monotone voice.
He left the room, leaving me and the small boy under the covers alone.

"Yura?" I asked.
"Beka! I did something stupid!" He cried from under the covers.
"It's ok, we all get a bit of bad publicity!"
He sat up and looked at me.
"Here." I said gesturing to the water. He drank it and looked back at me with a sad look.

-small time skip brought to you by hungover Yurio-
Yuri's P.O.V

It was lunchtime and I still managed to avoid Viktor.
Only problem was the plane.
We were due to get on a flight at 7pm back to Japan. Together.

What the hell did I do?

'You kissed Plisilskey dumbass!' My mind screamed.

I remember it all now. His confession, the kissing, all of it.
And the worst part was, I enjoyed it all. More than anytime I had spent with Viktor, my fucking fiancé!

I pulled my phone out of my pocket to see hundreds of Instagram notifications, 104 missed calls from Viktor and 196 missed calls from my family and friends back in Japan.
I did the one logical thing I could think of.
I threw my phone at the ground, causing the glass to shatter across the pavement.
I picked up the phone and dropped it in the nearest bin. I went back, picked up a large piece of glass and shoved it in my pocket, causing me to wince at it ripping the skin in my hand.

I stormed off to the hotel, blood dripping from my hand.

I don't care what it takes, but I will make things right.

-time skip to the hotel cause I'm so creative-

I grabbed the door handle, causing me to hiss when I felt the metal touch the deep cut.
I managed to make it into the large room and sit on the bed, after locking the door.
I began to cry as I pulled the glass out of my pocket.
"I-I'm s-sorry Viktor!" I hiccuped out, in between tears.
I slid the cold glass across my stomach, leaving a red trail that begun to leak.
"I'm s-sorry Yurio!"
Once again dragging the glass from one hip to the other.
I repeated this several times before crawling into the bathroom.
"I'm sorry m-mom!" I cried harder. Not from the pain, but from the disappointment I felt for myself.
I heard a knock at the door and a worried Viktor.
"Yuri! Are you in there?! Why is there blood no the handle, Yuri?!" He shouted from the door. But it was no use because with one final cut, I collapsed to the floor.

For Crimson_Candy cause I promised a shoutout then forgot. Sorry! 🖤😂😜