~i wish. one direction fanfiction.

~well , this is shocking.

Today was the funeral of my dad. I woke the boys up. and got ready. we all dressed in black. Harry drove while Niall . liam and Louis were in the very very back. and zayn was in the middle, Harry had my hand in his and was twirlling his thumb in circles on my hand. I looked at him he's so beautiful I went to but the radio on but my dads Favoriet song came on I could bare to listen, once we arrived I walked over to my dads dead body in the castic , I broke down in tears. we all took our seats I rested my head on Harry's sholder thinking that I will never be a normal girl , I cant believe my dad would let me live with them. and in two weeks go on tour "and no Bathany , Samuels daughter would like to say some things " I stood up and walked to the stage at the church. "hi.. when my dad told me , that he only had a few weeks to live I new I couldn't take it. I told me I would be going on tour with my five bestfriends . I was excited but now i have to live with them. think about it living with five guys yay." the crowed laughed at my sarcastic remark. " my dad helped me play this song on the guitar. it's call more than this. by one direction. "I'm broken. do you hear me. " I started to strum and sing and by the end of the song I was in tears. that I couldn't controll "daddy. I miss you. " I said and walked off the stage. Harry told me I was great. at the end of the funeral we all went home. and hand dinner "Bethany. I'm so sorry about your dad. " Lou said I gave him a weak smile "your really good singer., why didnt you tell us" Niall said they all said in agreement I just shrugged "I..I...don't know" I said I was extremely sleepy. I went to sleep on the sofa. i slept forca good hour - hour an a half. when Harry woke me up. "what." I said looking at him "nothing I was to bored with out you with me." he said I smiled "whet te others?" I asked "drinking except for Liam him and Danielle went out" he said "so we're home alone" I said he shook his head. "beth. if you don't mind me asking. where's your mom? ". he asked "she walked out on me and my dad. " I said plain and simple "how close we're you and him?" I guess he was referring to my dad. " close , I didn't have a lot of girl friends growing up. " I said giving him a weak smile. "let's order pizza and watch movies?" he suggest "deal." Harry picked a horror movie I was scared .. I hid be hind him. a lot of the time. "Harry." i said looking at him I was laying my head on his lap. "yes" he finally replied "I love you. thank you for taking me in. " I said "don't thank me. thank Liam. he's the daddy directioner " he said I started laughing . I yawned "let go to sleep love" he walked me up to my bed and he layed with me. I placed my head on his chest and fell asleep. I miss my dad. but I have Liam now as a dead. I guess that pretty cool.