~i wish. one direction fanfiction.

~ I found you , but I lost you.

~Harry's Pov~

"Bethany..where are you." I whispered to my self. when I laid on the sofa.

"Harry..where Bethany," Rose asked

"I don't know, we broke up last night she herd Niall and I talking and well left," I explained. she looked at her feet. I need to find her , I love her still. I know I broke up with her, and I need her like now, I'm lost with out her. where is she, I know her favorite thing is Eating , and cheerleading so I will look at nandos, her favorite place to eat, then the cheerleading open gym , tomorrow. I grabbed my keys and started to drive to nandos, once I got to nandos, there was no Bethany, I need her so bad , I'm broken with out her, I loved her,

~Bethany Pov~

I do miss Harry. so much. I need him now, pronto, I love him, doesnt he understand that, it's cold and dark.I miss my Harry, and my parents, I miss my dad the thought of him brings me to tears, and I miss my boys, Harry, Niall, louis, zayn and even Liam, I miss Alex and rose too. I looked at my phone 2 miss calls 3 messages all from Harry. mostly asking where I was , i didn't tell him. I'm at the open gym for cheerleading, and then I'm heading to the cliff side. where me and my dad always went. with the boys, we would all scare Niall with something , just the thought of that makes me smile and laugh alittle. I started to do my jumps and tumbles, when I was done It was basically closing time.

"Bethany, would you like to be a teen coach here?" mrs.white asked me, mrs.white was my old teacher here at the gym, they didn't have much but they were in need of some help,

"Yes, please ," I said with a little excitement, in my voice. I told her good bye and told her I'll be at the gym in the morning, I went to the cliff side and slept there, when I woke up, I herd a vacant voice.

"Bethany..Where are you," it sounded like Louis, I follows the voice, and what to do you know it was him. I ran to him , he picked me up and spun me around like a was little again. I huged him

"Harry , is looking for you." he told me with a concerned look.

"Ugh, I don't know what to do Lou, he cheated on me." I told him I really didn't know what to do, I had until 5:30 to get ready and head too the gym. once we got home I got ready. and headed out the door. I ran into Harry I glared at him.

"Bethany, wait. I know your mad. I know I cheated , I know it was wrong and I'm sorry," he started I just laughed and smiled sarcastically.

"You don't think for one second that I will forgive you , Niall broke my best friends heart and you cheated on me so I could get Niall, Harry I loved you didn't you know that.?" I asked crying a bit, "I guess not" I said due to the silence in the room between us,

"Bethany, believe me. I'm sorry." he said with a little crack in his voice.

"you not sorry Harry, if you were then you wouldn't of don't it." I said walking out. I couldn't believe I lost him again, I had everything in the world to get him back, and I lost it once more.. why.