~i wish. one direction fanfiction.

~ your the reason why.

I broke down , I couldn't take it. I ran to Harry crying I told him the story and then I told Louis. me and Louis cried all day, her mom told me , that her funeral was tomorrow. I told Louis about the singing he agreed. to it ,

it was time for the funeral. I got ready , I had a black dress on. zayn , Alex, niall and roes stayed home they all didn't really know her.

"And now Louis, and Bethany want to give a speech and sing. " skys mom said , I walked up to the church stage I opened my mouth to speak and I couldn't I stood there frozen.

"Sky, was like a sister I opened a box of drawings she gave me I saw a a drawing of Louis getting eaten by a dinosaur, and a letter saying that I was a true sister she never had.." I started to cry Louis patted my back, he gave me a warm smile and we started to sing , after the song I smiled at Harry. and we left , I sat in my room for days first I lost my mom. then my dad dies, and almost lost Harry, and now I lost sky I hate my life why can I be a normal girl that has a fun life I'm not normal.

"Bethany, you need to eat". Harry told me .

"Leave," I snapped. he walked in I threw a pillow "I SAID GET OUT" I yelled louder. he backed off . I got off the bed , and pushed him "get out." I whispered he pulled me into a hug ,

"Bethany, I know it's hard I miss her too. I miss your mom. I miss you , the old you the 10 year old that didn't give a care about this drama. all you knew what all of us were here with you. your bestfriends, " he said now I'm looking at him. all my dreams were crushed already. I have nothing.

"I want my life back, the old one befor all..all.." I hesitated "Befor my dad died." I finally let out Harry hugged me .

"come with me." he suggested I modded and walked with him. he led me to the roof. I Rember doing this with him. I guess you could say we were bestfriends. he laid down I followed I placed my head on his chest and looked at the stars.

"You know they can see us." harry said.

"Who?" I looked at him like he was stupid.

"your passed loved ones," he said looking at at , I got lost in his green eyes. he started to kiss me, our lips were locked, with out lips in sync, we didn't move he just sat there on my roof. He's the reason why I get up in the morning. the other reason is too eat.