Heartbreaker [Kendall Schmidt Fanfiction]

Follow Your Heart- Chapter Ten

Hey there! I dedicate this chapter to all my readers. This chapter was something I came up with, as a thank you, to all of you. As much as possible, I'm trying to update at least once in awhile, though school isn't getting along, or going on the same path as I am.

But anyway, I am completely in awe of your undescribably amazing support for this fanfic. Thank you so much! Enjoy this fanfic and comment your thoughts! I'd love to hear from you! x

*one week after*

Follow your heart.

That was what I'm going to do. I'm going to do everything to make myself happy. I don't care what they think. My mom inspired me to follow my heart.

In fact,she's right. She always knows what to say. You know,mothers always wants what's best for us.

My mom was someone I really looked up to. She was so amazing that I was completely in awe because of her.

She's just so fierce and wonderful. She's the sweetest person I've ever known. She's always there supporting me in my decisions and she has never left my side. She's always been there for me.

During those bad times,she was always present. Although my dad and mom divorced since they couldn't work it out anymore. Actually,my mom couldn't work out with dad anymore.

Dad was just so bossy--like too bossy that mom couldn't even stand it. My mom is also strict but she let's me freely decide on my own and she always encourages me to do what I want to do,what I love to do and what I should do to make myself happy.

While my dad,on the other hand, all he wants is for me to be the best of the bed. Nothing else.

He has always wanted me to excel in my studies and to always remain on top and always have straight A's.

I know its for my sake,its for my future. But then, I think its too much. Actually, we think its too much.

I should do what I want and I'm old enough to make my own decisions. I'm better now. I'm seventeen.

Perhaps he should give me a bit more freedom. I felt so suffocated under his roof.

All he has is expectations,

expectations,expectations.

Nothing else. But anyways if that's what he wants,I'll have to deal with it. My dad doesn't want to be told on how he should discipline and supervise me. He gets really furious when someone tells him what he should do. It was complicated.

My mom and I went shopping. We haven't spent so much time in awhile---which was actually three years already. I miss her. And now,we're spending time together,trying to catch up on everything we missed on each other. It felt so good. She was just like my best friend. The person whom I could tell all my darkest secrets to,the person I know, I could trust. She was there for me,and I am always there for her. She has been there supporting me in my decisions and she always has always encouraged me to do what makes me happy,to do what I love. She was really so gentle on me. She was amazing.

Today was the day I'm gonna see her probably for the last time since we might not see each other for a couple of years again. Maybe I'll see her on my graduation, which was two years from now. I'll miss her.

It has been weeks that I've stayed here in Chicago. My mom thinks I should go back since I missed a lot on school. And,I think now is the right time. I think I'm ready.

It was already two in the afternoon. My flight was at three-thirty. It was an estimated one day and and five hour flight. I hugged my mom goodbye and bid goodbye to Adrian and Jake. I went inside the airport. By three thirty, I went on board.

So jet lagged. (A/N: just a random thought haha)

I arrived at seven in the evening. It was a damn exhausting flight. I felt like just going to sleep. I arrived at home and headed upstairs. Dad probably headed to bed earlier than expected. He's all alone and there's nothing better to do,that's for sure.

I knew it. I was ready. I was ready to face it all. I was ready to tell it. I finally had the courage to tell him how I feel. Why I walked away. I realized everything. This was for my own happiness anyway. Its time that I now prioritize myself,at least this one time. I fell asleep.

I woke up. Earlier than I usually do. I needed to be early. I had to do all the work that I had to do. And when I see him, I'll tell him right away. I walked around the halls. I got my things from my locker and headed off to class. But then on my way to class,something caught my eye. I saw Kendall........ with a girl. The girl was really beautiful. She was pulling him closer as she slowly leaned in. I was frozen. Then suddenly, Kendall saw me.

I quickly turned away and walked. I felt so hurt. After everything,now,just because I was gone, he flirts with other girls. How nice. I guess I'm irreplaceable. Tears rushed down my cheeks as I continued to walk. I could sense Kendall going after me. What does he have to say? He has nothing to say. I didn't want to see him. I couldn't even look him in the eye. I was so hurt. He grabbed my arm but I tried letting go of his hand. But he held my hand tighter. I felt furious. He has nothing important to tell me. After all,even if he did have anything that mattered to tell me,I couldn't care less.

I felt so much anger towards him. "Let go of me!" I tried shaking his tight grip off my hand. "No. There is no way I'm letting go of you." He yelled. "Oh yeah? Why don't you go back to your GIRLFRIEND and just leave me alone? Leave me alone!" I tried so hard to get him off me. "Oh really? Why are you so mad?" He said,his tone got even higher.

He pushed me against the locker door,locking me inside his arms so that I don't have a choice but to stay. "Wow,after all that happened, you're gonna ask me why I'm mad? How hilarious!" I yelled. "But she's not my girlfriend!" He said,right into my face. "Then who is she?" I said. "Since you were gone,I tried seeing other girls, since I know you wouldn't even love me back. I got impatient." He said,even calmer. "Make sure you're telling the truth." I said, raising an eyebrow at him.

"Hell yeah, im telling the truth. Maybe I did like her, but I like you! All these girls that I met for the past week were nothing like you." He said. He touched my cheek and wiped the tears away with his hand. I took his hands off me. "Oops, don't touch me. No way." I said.

He frowned. "Why are you so mad at me? Why are you so affected? Why are you hating me so much?Tell me, why?" His tone got higher again. I took  a few breaths. Brianna, you can do this. Just calm down. "You want to know? Then ill tell you why!" I yelled. "Then tell me now." He emphasized on the word, now.

"I'm mad at you because I love you! I love you, okay? There, I said it. You think I don't love you? You think I don't like you? Well think again, because I love you Kendall! I got jealous, ill admit it.  Im so affected, because I wanted to tell you how I feel today, but then I saw you flirting and getting comfortable with this girl who is WAY prettier than me. She looks wonderful. I thought you lost interest in me already. I got fucking jealous. I got really furious that I really wanted to kill myself, well literally, that moment when I saw you with that girl, whoever the hell she is. You don't know how happy I really felt, when you told me you've always loved me all this time last week. You don't know wonderful it was. Knowing somebody really loved me, even after so long." I said, right into his face.

Finally, I could breathe properly. That was one of the most breathtaking moments in my life, most probably.  He didn't utter a word. He just stood there, facing me, like he didn't know what to say. I hit him in the stomach when it looked like he was paralyzed, literally. He yelled, must've hurt a lot. "Brianna, I, I'm......"

A/N: That was all for the tenth chapter. What do you think is Kendall going to say? Find out tomorrow or probably next week ;) I have to start reviewing for my exams so who knows when i'll update? We'll see tomorrow :)