although you left, there hasn't been a day that i have forgotten you
-spring day by bts
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i still love you very much, but i started to move on
there has been multiple times where i felt like disappearing
if i killed myself, would anyone care? you already left me
i felt like life wasn't worth it anymore
walking felt like dragging, breathing felt like gasping
living felt like surviving
but sungwoon came in and made me feel better
he made me feel special and for once, i felt happy
you still own a big piece of my heart
but slowly, sungwoon started to take over
i felt very conflicted, was he a brother or a lover?
i don't know, but i do know that he makes me less sad
sometimes, i wish i can forget you
after all, that seems easier than hating you
but i know i will never forget you
are you okay, namjoon?
YOU ARE READING
PRESSURED.
Fanfiction"please stop, i feel so pressured when i'm with you." book six of the SAD series
