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why is it so dark when you're not here? it's dangerous how wrecked i am
save me because i can't get a grip on myself
-save me by bts

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sometimes, when you weren't at my house

i would go outside and try to forget about everything

i met this man; his name is jung sungwoon

he was so perfect, and i often wondered

why couldn't-i fall in love with him instead?

he was really handsome and he was so sweet to everyone

he always thought about my feelings and made sure i was okay

he took his time with me, and didn't rush anything

he gave me good food and took care of my health

he treated me like an actual human being instead of trash

but i couldn't stop myself from comparing him to you

how he doesn't have a dimple on his cheek when he smiles

or how he doesn't have a deep, charismatic voice

i don't know why, but i couldn't stop myself

maybe he was too perfect

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