Chapter 4 (ii)

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"Airin,stop hurting yourself!!!!!!!" those are the words that kept on repeating in my nightmares.I sincerely want the nightmare would stop immediately or I'll seriously damage myself bad.I have this habit to write poems when I hurt myself or I had nightmares in the middle of the night.

Endless hurt by Airin a.k.a me^^

From the sky to your eyes,all i can see is I'll die

When I close my eyes,I feel like dirt,

When I look into that shining eyes of yours,I see how much I hurt.

I cut myself just to be happy,Is it wrong if I'm the one that chose what I wanted to be?

How exactly cuts can hurt me?Since I already know that I'm a corpse to-be.

I slept through hazardous night and had some terrifying nightmares.I'm still as timid as I was when I'm in my childhood era.

Night went by so quickly as the sun shone right through my bedroom's window.Adam was standing downstairs as I woke up to refresh myself up.

"Why did he have to come here so early?Is this the only thing that he does after he woke up?Disturbing people's peace?", as I silently thought to myself.

"Hello,me lady.Why do look at me like that?Am I that good-looking till you can't get your eyes off me?Hey!!Are you really checking me out?" he waved his hand due to my unconsciously and continuous stare at him.

"Oh just shut up!" I barked at him.He's pretty annoying when he started to tease people.I saw that he tries to smirk lazily.Then,I heard this annoying familiar words that mom always says.

"Someone woke up at the wrong side of the bed!HAHAHA",Urgghhhhh he was doing just fine to ruin my day.

"Your mom is out so she asked me to take care of you.Let's go out?" He gave me a healing smile using his sexy lips.......*wait.....what?!!!* I'm not going to like him.

"K." That's all that I answered to his loads of questions.

 "Just K?Fine then,if that's how you talk." Is he sulking?A happy boy sulking image is just to horrid to imagine.

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I'm truly sorry about the long wait. I've been sick.I have my exams going on.So please forgive me.Don't forget to vote dear bunny mochis.

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