Worthless

Surprise

For the past couple days, Josh and I became really close.

Basically, Jake was labeled "The Hottest Boy" in school. So it was kinda cool hanging out with Jake. Unlike Carly, who's desperate for him. It was funny to me, I think she's jealous.

Jake was pretty cute, even though I don't really remember our past, I think I have feelings for him. I don't know, I just do, and I hate myself for it

"Hey Kaylana, guess what bitch? You fucking stay away from my man, becuase he's mine." said Carly in my face

"I knew him since I was little. I've always had a crush in him so, bitch please... step away" she said again.

"I knew him when I was little too, ok?" I said

"BUT I LIKED HIM FIRST" she yelled

Everyone in the hallway stopped to look.

"Ok so what?" I shrugged

"I KNOW YOU LIKE JAKE, SO FUCK OFF" she yelled.

Now she caught everyone's attention. They crowded over us. I felt scared.

I shrugged

"STOP SHRUGGING! I CAN'T LET YOU STEAL HIM."

"What?" I said

"YOU FUCKING HEARD ME! YOU CAN'T HAVE JAKE!"

"I have a girlfriend." said Jake.. randomly

I have to admit, that hurt me inside.

Carly quickly turned around, crying.

"What?" she said

"Sorry Cay,"

"Don't fucking call me that anymore, you know how much I cared for you, and you didn't have a clue. And your hanging out with this girl, Jake... your pathetic" she said before she ran away

I just stood there, starring at him. Some surprise. He starred back. I could tell that he knew I was hurt, just looking in my eyes

"Kayla-" he said

"Don't, it's okay" I interrupted as I push the people out my way.

It's not really a good thing to care about, but I honestly really liked him. Maybe for a long time now.

Just imagine a guy with brown, brown flippy hair plus freckles came into your life, and made you feel so special, even when you're having rough days? And he haven't told me about this girlfriend. I feel pretty sick about what I did.

There's something that I wonder. But I'm not in the mood to talk to Jake. But I need the information.

After school, I couldn't find Jake anywhere. I kept wondering how he knew Carly. I felt like a stalker, wanting to know someone's information.

I didn't find him at the bleachers. That's basically where we always meet. It made me worry if he was mad at me for something. I checked the front of the school. Not there. I checked the sidewalks. Nope. I checked the back of the school just to see Jake and Carly making out.

So earlier, she was his girlfriend? It doesn't make sense. So what was that scene all about?

I just stood there, crying.

I ran away, thinking that he hurt me. But it wasn't him who hurt me, it was me who hurt myself for liking the wrong person. Jealousy? Yeah pretty much.

Surprising.