Worthless

I hate you (Kalyana's pov)

I hate him, I do. He lied to me. the only person I could trust, lied. I knew it, he was like the others, thinking he was different. No sir, I was wrong.

I just kept running home. Running. Not wanting to go too school anymore. I've notice, that whoever I meet, I can never trust. At all.

When I reached home, the door was locked. As usual.
It took about 15 minutes for my mom to open the door. Maybe longer.
I ran inside, up the stairs and to my room.

I stayed there and cried. I just did, for no reason, I hate him, he doesn't deserve my tears. So why am I crying?? Why? I don't know. Maybe I care to damn much...
Ahh shit, feel like going to the bathroom again. But I want to stay clean. No more scars.

1 hour later. My phone has been buzzing up with iMessages. I slid it to see what it was.
Of course.
Carly posting pictures of me... but I was photoshop to look like I was this whore having sex with random shit. Fuck. Horny pictures of me. Is Carly trying to ruin my life?

Then she texted me:

+1 (561)***-*****: Hey bitch, it's me Carly, I heard you were with Jake... is that true?
Me: Who said that
Her: Jake

Hold the fucking phone. He said we were together? After what he done to me? He's going to lie even more...?
Something is wrong with him.

Me: Get the fuck off my phone
Her: So is it true

I didn't want to say no, but I really want to get at her....

Me:... Yes it is
There, made her ass jealous! Bam!
Her: Okai. You should check Facebook.
Me: I don't have a Facebook account
Her: I made it for you silly

She told me the username and password. I was stupid enough to go on my laptop and check. I see different photoshopped pictures of me "naked",
"Sexy poses". I see all the comments blow up... saying that I'm a dirty bitch. So on and so on. Fuck. Certainly not going to school tomorrow. Or ever.

What the hell did I do to deserve this? Now Jake have me pulled me into his world of lies. Shit. Im fuckibg screwed

Her: Since you guys are "together" You guys will have to kiss. Infront of the whole school, and me. Because every couple should kiss right? It's life.

That just caught me right there. I'm fucking doomed. I can't kiss him. I hate him. Ugh. I hate her. I hate him. I hate you. I hate people. I hate everyone. I hate me.... the most.