A Medley Of Messages

D U M B D R U G

Toxic.

A poison worse than arsenic.

Making me feel,

nothing.

Numbness is all I feel.

But,

can you even really feel... numb?

Is it possible?

Dumb drug.

Making me question myself,

making me question everything.

I knew I shouldn't have messed around,

but I did.

Here I am,

addicted to a dumb drug.

A dumb drug with dusty brown hair,

big bright green eyes,

and a pearly white smile.

Damn you.

I'm addicted.

I'm hooked and I have to say,

You've turned me into an addict.

An addict for your touch.

Your love.

Your attention.

Your attention,

which is all i've wanted,

but apparently even I don't deserve it.

You don't give yourself away.

You don't go all in.

You don't "do" relationships,

it's just "not your thing".

And,

Here I am,

withering away like a flower in the wind.

Breaking down,

at your acidic touch.

Falling farther,

In love...

With nothing but a dumb drug.