Hey! I have currently developed days where I literally wake up and don't want to get out of bed. On like American Idol or something like that people give back stories and some have stories where the person had starved themselves and they had days where they would never leave their room...
I am one of those people.
I never want to leave my house.
I never want to get out of my bed.
But, I have to. It's such a shame I have to be like that. I do enjoy the little things, but there's always a side of me that doesn't want to be anywhere. But, I power through.My friends always give me reason to actually get up.
Here is some role play of how I am most of the time.
Me: *walking around hugging myself thinking of someone and if they're smiling or not*
Kenna: HEY STRAIT JACKET!
Haven: (HAVEN NOT HEAVEN) *behind her* HELLO! ^w^
Mykenzi: *Puts hand on my shoulder* Hello, Love. What's wrong?
Me: Oh, nothing ^.^
Beckie: *stabs me in the side*
Me: AHHHH
Beckie: *laughs evily*
Olivia: *waves* ^_^
Me: *waves*
LATER
Me: *walking around still thinking if that person is smiling or not*
Jenna: RACHEL! *hugs*
Me: O.O *hugs back*
Megan: *smiles* Hi!
Me: HI, Megan ^.^
Sam: Rai-Rai! *gently hugs*
Me: *gently hugs back* O.O
LATER
*Friends talking to me and making me laugh*
TIME TO GO HOME FROM SCHOOL *this is at school XD duh*Me: Bye!
Everyone else: BYE!!!!! LOVE YOU!
Me: Lo..love you, too! ^.^
ME AT HOME
Me: *Playing video games only gets out of room to eat and bathroom*
Me: *goes to sleep listening to ASMR*
*Wakes up at 5*
*presses snooze fifty times*
*turns alarm off*
*passes out and wakes up at like 6:30*
*Looks at phone and sees texts*
...
*doesn't text back*
"Have a little faith in your friends..."
*looks at phone still laying in bed*
...
...
...
...
*texts back*
"I slept good, how about you ^.^"
Usually, the one that texts me in the morning, is the one I look forward to seeing the most. Just because...giving a little faith in your friends...does give you a reason to wake up.
A reason to enjoy what you have. You are going to have ups and downs, but I promise you. If they are so eager to talk to you and love to talk to you; and just love you and they prove it...
They aren't lying to you, I promise.
Find friends that say, "I'm not going to leave you, I promise", "That's what friends are for", "Love you!", "Be yourself", "You can talk to me whenever", "You're stuck with me, and I'm stuck with you," and they proved it all to you.
That's it! Keep powering through everybody, and that's all! <3To all that read and know who you are and where you stand in my life, I am so glad I met you and I appreciate you CARRYING me every step of the way. We are here for each other. I love you all!
~Rache out ^.^
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