Campus Make Out Session

Chapter Fifteen

Chapter Fifteen

Rain's POV

Napatigil ako sa pag-iyak at napatingin sakanya. Para san?
 

Sorry kasi sinaktan niya ako? Sorry kasi niloloko niya lang ako? O sorry kasi iiwan niya na ako, na tapos na siya sakin? Na sawa na siya sakin ? Alin dun?

He didn't bother to look at me pero I know salubong ang kilay niya ngayon. Hininto niya ang sasakyan niya tsaka tumingin sakin.

I lock my gaze to his a minute or so. I saw his expression changed from anger and pissed to guilt. Sinubukan niyang abutin ang pisnge ko pero tinabig ko ang kamay niya.

He frowned and punched the steering wheel "Rain, Putcha naman! I already said I'm sorry diba? Ano pa bang gusto mong gawin ko?"

"Leave me alone"

"What?" He punch again the steering wheel making me jump in surprise.

"I can't pagod na ako" I gulp trying to hide my eager to forgive him.

It's the best for us-- for me! Were not really meant for each other. Diba? I'll hurt myself further if this setup goes on.

I had enough and I can't afford more heart wrecking confession. To fckin much that I'm starting to die emotionally.

"Rain.." he begged. I closed my eyes and sighed.

Dear Lord..
    How can I ever stop myself loving this man kung simpleng pagtawag niya lang sa pangalan ko, nanghihina na ako.

I felt warm water relentlessly race down my cheeks. I took a deep breathe and tried to convince myself.

Ngayon lang to, I'll may cry today, tomorrow and the next day. I might cope with it and learn to let go. Sa una lang naman masakit diba? Kaya nga sabi nila 'It's easy to let go when your not yet crazy inlove'.