Kate's POV:
I grabbed the blade and debated sliding it across my skin.
This is what I've turned back to. I am worthless. Maybe I should die.
No, I can't. It's all happened before and everyone hated me for it.
*flashback*
"Kate?" My grandpa asked worriedly.
"Coming." I said and wiped away the blood on my wrists, and putting on my bracelets.
"Ready?" He asked and I nodded my head, grabbing my phone and getting into the car.
"So why do you wear all those bracelets?" He asked.
"I like them." I said, dropping the subject and going into twitter.
"Comments:
@Sara_love3_: wtf. So she thinks she's pretty now? I can't believe she'd post something as ugly as that. At least put a filter on it. Ew.
@Robby_joe: @Sara_love3 right. I mean, she's ugly enough as it is but don't torture us with this kind of picture! And she looks happy! Tf!
@Toby_kingjr47: @Sara_love3 @Robby_joe guys, chill she's just having a little fun.
@sara_love3: @tobby_kingjr47 oh so now you're sticking up for the slut? You two should get married and have little babies. I'm sure they'll turn out as bad looking as her. Go drink bleach. Or kill yourself! @Kate_<36!"
And it went on from there.
I held in my tears as best as I could.
When we got to the store I went into the bathroom and cut, again. This time deep. Too deep.
I had to go to the hospital and I died for 2 minuets. I was lucky to have lived and my grandpa hated me ever since. Never looking me in the eye once.
*end of flashback*
I came out of all my thoughts as banging was heard from the door.
"Kate!" Niall yelled, banging harder.
I didn't answer, I tried but no sound came out.
"Kate! If you don't answer now I'm breaking this damn door down!" Niall yelled, you could hear the pain in his voice.
Meghan and Harry were in the back, yelling.
I hate this. I hate that I bring everyone to tears. I can't do this anymore.
I just can't.
*BOOM!*
The door fell down and Niall was standing in the door was with tears in his eyes.
He looked at me, on the ground if the shower and the blade in my hand and cried. He sat on the toilet and cried.
I don't know what to do so I got out and washed off, going out an getting dressed, not looking at anyone.
This is what my life has come to.
And I hate it.
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