Crazy Feelings

Chapter Thirteen

I honestly cannot wait for this date tonight. Shawn has been at the studio all day so when he sees me I want him to really be wowed.

I have on a red, long sleeved skin tight dress that comes down to right above my knees. I made sure to put on my good body spray with the shimmer so I smell good. I have my curled and I made it look a little messy.

I've got on my black heels and I have on a black heart necklace to match. I did a natural smokey eye look and I have on a little red lipstick.

I grab a light black sweater and my clutch bag and head out to my car. I arrive at the restaurant a few minutes early because I assume that Shawn is already here.

"Hello what the reservation name?" The nice hostess asks me.

"Mendes. Shawn Mendes." I say and smile politely.

"Ah yes, table for two. Right this way. Will Mr.Mendes still be joining you?" She asks me and I nod my head yes.

"Okay well would you like to order your drink after he gets here?" She asks me nicely.

"Yes please." I say and nod. I guess Shawn is on his way. I am here a little bit early.

"Okay well I'll bring you out a glass of water while you wait." She says and walk away.

She comes back shortly and puts two glasses of water on the table and then leaves.

I sit for a few minuets patiently waiting. I check the time on my phone and see that's it's five minutes past six. Maybe he's just running late. He'll be here Bella. 

Shawn wouldn't stand you up. He's not old Shawn. I'm over thinking this. He's coming, so I just need to stop letting what Lauren said get in my head.

I keep wait a few more minuets which eventually turns into an hour. I've already been asked twice if Shawns plate needs to be taken away. 

I've had three glasses of wine and some bread sticks. Still no Shawn. I texted him earlier and he said he was coming. I hope he's okay. 

I've been waiting here for two hours now. I'm getting sick of waiting. I finally decide to leave. I pay for my drinks and then leave.

Right when I get in my car I get a text from Shawn.

Shawn🙈😘: I'm so sorry. I'm on my way I promise. Something came up.

Bella😱😍: I already left the restaurant. What was so important that you had to pretty much stand me up?

Shawn🙈😘: It was nothing. It's not important. Where are you? 

Bella😱😍: Great. First you stand me up and now you won't even tell me what you were doing!

Shawn🙈😘: Because it's not important. Where are you? I'm getting in my car right now.

Bella😱😍: I'm going home. Bye.

Shawn🙈😘: Bella I said I'm sorry. I'll see you at home.

I didn't reply to his text and I just threw my phone on the seat and pulled out of the parking lot. 

I'm so angry right now. Why the hell wouldn't he tell me what he was doing? What was so important that he had to leave me waiting for two freakin hours? 

He better freakin tell me when I see him. I'm so over guys lying to me. First Mason now Shawn. Shawn better have a damn good excuse.