Crybaby || Phan

Crybaby || Chapter 12

It was four in the morning, when Dan received a call.

"Is this Daniel Howell?"

"Ummm yes....who is this?"

"This is the police did you know a Philip Lester"

Dan's heart stopped when they said did instead of do.

"Y-yes why?"

"I'm sorry mister Howell ummm he was found dead in his room and there was a note left here for you"

Dan hung up the phone and threw it across the room.

He knew something bad would happen but he was to ignorant to stop it.

He cried and cried and then he started yelling and screaming.

He was so upset at everyone, he wanted  all this to be a dream.

That's all a Nightmare.

He will wake up in the morning and phil will be there to put his small frame against his.

He cried even more knowing that was just a lie.

He ran down stairs and got into his mother's car.

He drove to Phils house and saw te police cars everywhere.

He walked towards the house and saw Phils mom....crying. She turned and saw him, she ran over and hugged him tightly.

He held her fragile body as she cried and he cried with her. A police man walked up talked for a bit and handed him the note.

Dear Dan,
I'm sorry that it had to end like this. You don't deserve to feel this but we both knew this was going to happen sometime. I hope you are not mad at me. I will love you, I'm still your CRYBABY.
With all my love and happiness I have left,
Phil

Dan held the letter as he cried even more.

He wanted Phil to come back he wanted him to hug him and kiss his neck. He wanted that sweet dream back even though there was no physical way of getting that to work.

He ran to the car and started it. He drove until he reached their favorite park.

Phil's sweet laughter filled his ears as soon as he pulled up. He wanted back all those memories where, there was no sadness, no pain, happiness.

His world was fading into deep shades of black and white.

There was no color left in this world.

All this color was made by phil, he was the only peice of happiness dan had. Now all that is gone....it's all gone.

Dan sat on the bench and cried. There was nothing left in life for him to love.

Without phil all his color left.......he had no purpose.

Mom is never around to talk to him, Dad is always drunk. Phil was the only person who cared.

Dan made his decision, he need to see Phil again. He wanted to be with him.

He called his mom and of course got no answer.

"When you get home I will not be there. I'm going to be at the river and there is no stopping me. I love you so much, take care of Dad and be safe"

He snifiled and got in the car.

***

He reached the bridge, he dreaded having to do this to his mom but there is no reason anymore.

He got out of the car and sat on down against the edge. He cried slowly, he needed to be with Phil.

He grabbed the edge and looked down.

"Phil I'm going to be with you finally, I love you so much my crybaby"

He jumped and landed in the water.

Darkness spread around him. He tried to move but his body ached.

Coldness was all he could feel. His natural reaction was to breathe in, but water filled his lungs. He tried to move up but couldn't.

He stopped trying to get out he let his body loose. He closed his eyes and heard a sweet sound.

"Daniel why....why did you do this"

He looked towards the noise slowly and there was phil. His black hair was moving with the water. His blue eyes moved all around dan.

"It's ok I'm not mad dan......I will love you now and forever I promise"

Dan held out his arm and Phil soft Pale hands intertwined with Dan's tan hands.

"Just let go Dan"

Dan held his hands until he faded out.