Crybaby || Phan

Crybaby || Chapter 10

Phil's world was a dark deep gray. He was depressed and on the verge of sucide.

Dan's was a bright rainbow. Nothing made him sad and everything and everyone was happy around him.

One dark rainy day the younger boy looked up at his boyfriend. He put his head on his shoulder and the Pale boy moved uncomfortably.

Phil looked away from the other boy.

"Why do you love me, I'm dark and sad......nobody cares"

Dan looked up confused at these words and smiled.

"Do you want to know why I love you Philip"

Phil nodded his head and sighed softly.

Dan thought for a moment, he didn't want to sound cheesy or pathetic.

"I love you cause you make my world darker"

Phil looked down shocked.

"That's not a fucking good thing Daniel that is the exact opposite!"

Dan scooted away from phil,slightly.

"Let me finish my sentence" He whispered back barely enough to hear.

"You Phil make me see the world in a darker form.......you healed me"

Phil starred off in the distance.

"You showed me that this world is fucked up and terrible but as long as there is love anyone can see colors and I can now see it Phil, all thanks to you"

Phil smiled slightly but still didn't look at the younger boy.

"I was on the verge of killing myself cause of my terrible family, then you show up and I realized that you are just as broken as I am"

Phil hugged him........closely.

"I-i didn't know Dan...I would've helped you.....I'm sorry"

They healed each other and they didn't even see it.

He never seen how broken this boy was until he did see it and he regrets it.

He was done with this world, Phil was trying to keep everything together for Dan.

He was trying but yet, he was failing.

Phil knew what was going to happen and he didn't want to hurt dan anymore than he already has.

Phil was ready he was tired of being on this dreaded planet.

Phil lester was a going to end it all.