My Life With Nick Bean

Chapter Eightteen

  I woke up in my own bed after realizing I wasn't in his arms again. Its been four months since I've have seen everyone. I miss them all terribly. I have to admit I miss Bean more than anyone else. We have FaceTimed at least tons of times since we have seen each other last in person.

It has been the casual ' how have you been' and stuff like that. Sometimes I get drunk calls and I stay on to make sure he is okay. To deep conversations before we fell asleep. He would be up until 6 am my time.

Sometimes he wouldn't even fall asleep. As recently he had been talking about how he has been wanting to move out of LA and into his hometown in North Carolina. I have been kinda pushing him into doing that. Knowing that he would be way closer to where I am.

Knowing I could somehow visit him there. So he made the decision to leave and go to North Carolina. He went and got Timmy and Hunter with him. He had FaceTimed me and showed me the place they got.

It looked like a nice place. I had told him I could visit him if he wanted me to. I seen his face light up in joy. I had acted like I didn't see it.

Knowing he was trying to hide it. He had told me he would pay but I told him that I saved some money. I had been working at the movie place down the street by my house. But he insisted and gave me some money for snacks.

Which I never used. I gave it back to him when I went over there. But before I did I drove, I wasn't a big fan of planes. So when I went over there I had looked around and got a good look at the house.

It looked very nice. But before I went to knock on the door. I felt arms around me, I seen Nick run over to me. I knew he never ran that fast in his life.

So I held on to him. I heard his heavy breathing and knew he needed a minute to calm down. So when we went inside I saw Timmy and Hunter playing along with the guitar. I went and said hi to them.

I hung out with them while we were on tour. Not that much knowing I tried to not get cot with Dooney and Zach's Mom. But now I can just chill and hang out. When I went over to them we had our hugs and they said 'thanks for coming' and stuff like that.

I wondered where Nick went knowing he ran off a while ago. I went to check and see if Nick was okay. Knowing he was upstairs. I knocked first before going in.

" Come in! " He said from his room. I opened up to his room. It was like what I seen on his broadcasts.

To his computer on his desk to his lights in his room and all the other things. I seen him on his bed while on his laptop. Just having his legs out and sitting up with the pillows for support. Now he looked at me noticing me looking around his room.

" Your room is really cool. I always wondered what it would look like out of a broadcast. " I said walking around. I seen him pat his bed, he wanted me to lay next to him. 

I went over to his bed laying there. I had my arm about his waist. He kept typing away on his laptop. But I was still happy.

I missed this so much.