My Life With Nick Bean

Chapter Twenty Five

  I couldn't help but smile when I opened my eyes. He went and put his arms around me. I pecked his lips one more time and put my head on his shoulder. He leaned his head on mine. It made me feel like everything I have went through was worth it.

All the things that caused me to see things differently made sense now. Nick became a very big part of me. The guy that will forever have my heart. " I'm going to make breakfast. "

I said letting go of him and got up kissing his head. He lays there still and closes his eyes. I let him go back to sleep. I go downstairs while I hear Hunter in the kitchen. I saw he was already in the cereal.

    The day went on with hearing Nick's unpublished music. To Timmy giving younow a mini concert. To us having a great night, something I wish could stay there. Laying in Nick's arms that night made me realize that nothing was forever. The next day I had to get all my things together and get ready for the plane ride of my life.

I didn't like planes very much but it was something that I had to get over. Waking up was the hardest thing I ever did. I never wanted to leave, I knew Nick needed some space at some point. I hugged Timmy and Hunter goodbye.

Nick drove me to the airport. I couldn't help but hold his hand the whole drive there. I tried to keep the tears from falling, not wanting to upset Nick even more. Once we got there I held onto his hand once more. We stopped at the gate forming a line.

We got there just in time. Before I went in the line of people, I looked up at Nick giving him a long kiss goodbye. After we stopped almost out of breath he starts to talk. " You are always welcome to come back. Always."

He whispered in my ear holding me in a bear hug. I couldn't help the tears as they fell. I lifted my head off his chest. " I'm going to miss you so much." I say holding onto him for the last time.

" I'll miss you too. You should come visit soon. Whenever you can." He says holding my hands goodbye. " I'll try my very best.

Keep me updated." I say finally letting go of him and face the airplane doors. " Always. I'll see you soon." He says waving goodbye. " Goodbye, I'll see you soon."

I say facing to him then running to the plane. It was the last time I ever saw Nick. The last time I got to hold him. The last goodbye, that truly meant goodbye. I got on the plane filled up with children, moms, and others on their cellphones. What a way for things to happen this way.