When I woke up that morning, Nick was in my arms holding on for dear life. He really thought I was going to be gone in the morning and I died in the ocean. He will have nightmares for life because of me. I never meant to do that to him.
To mess that up for him, his love for the beach. He will never be the same. I felt so bad, I just wanted to make great memories with him. Good things that would make him smile.
I went and kissed his head putting my fingers through his hair. He looked so cute while he was sleeping. I wanted to take a picture but I can't do that to him. He has already been though enough this week.
I tried to move so I could at least make the boys breakfast. My movements caused Nick to wake up. He looked up at me with his sleepy eyes. His beautiful green eyes shined back at me.
The sun was hitting his eyes showing them as green as new green grass. I smiled at him and touched his cheek. He closed his eyes and leaned his head on my hand. "Good afternoon babe."
I said before he could say anything. Nick and I could lay like this forever I swear it. But I have to go tomorrow. It is going to be the hardest thing to do.
I never want to leave but I don't want to distract him from being the best he can be. " Good afternoon babe. " He said as he reached his arms out and held on to me once more. He kissed my head and I couldn't help but want to stay there till forever.
Forever and ever. I held on to him. But I wanted to see if the boys were up so I can at least start to make breakfast. " Nick, I have to make breakfast. "
I said when I looked up at him. " No let me make breakfast for you. " He said as he got the hair out of my face. I couldn't help but laugh.
" Well I want to. I have been here and I have been here for free. It's the least I could do. " I said touching his face.
He looked like he was getting mad. I wanted to drop it but then again. I was proving a point. I am not like the other girls.
I would never be like them. " No matter how mad you get I still am doing it no matter what. " I said as I smirked at him. He gave up and went on his side of the bed.
I got up and kissed his cheek. He pulled me in again and kissed my lips. The first time we kissed. It made me realize how much I really mean to him.
It made me realize that, someday I see us having a future together. It made me see our future somehow. I know it's weird but it's what I saw. It made me so happy that he likes me.
It's all I ever wanted. Ever since I was 15. I love this, I want this to last forever. Ever ever.
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My Life With Nick Bean
FanficI remembered when I was 13 and my dad told me that I could do anything I wanted, so I became the fangirl no one knew was alive..
