I've Missed You.. Since Day One (Liam Payne Fan Fiction)

Chapter 23

Louise's P.O.V

I walked down the street on Louis' phone. I was debating on whether or not to look on Twitter. The boys are going crazy about it. All I saw was that a few people said that I never should have came into their lives and that I am as ugly a shat. I kinda over reacted about it. I look up to see where I was. Nothing familiar. I see there was a huge hill that no one was on. The boys were calling me and texting but I ignore them. I'm not in the mood for talking to anyone. What breaks my heart is that none of the calls or texts were from Liam.

I walk up the hill and sit at the top. I lay down and stare at the purple orange sky. I feel someone sit next to me. I look up and see a guy. I sit up and look at him to make sure I was right. What was he doing here? When did he get here?

"Sandy? What are you doing here?" I ask the bass guitarist and one of my best friends. Josh, Sandy, and Dan are great friends to me. When El and all the boys are busy I hang out with them.

"The boys told me. I'm sorry." He said and hugged me. This is what I need yet don't want. I need it because I want to be able to cry into people's shoulder. The people I care about, that is. I also don't want it because I hate when people pity me. It makes people think I'm weak. I hug him back and soon let go.

"How are the guys holding up? Josh texted me and told me you went for a walk.. alone.. in your deep state of depression." He said and rubbed my back and chuckled. I playfully hit his shoulder.

"I'm not in a deep state of depression, Sandy." I say and cross my arm and pout. He chuckled and fell to his back.

"The boys are handling it worse than I am. Niall curled up in a ball and cried. Louis keeps silently sobbing and talking to himself. Harry is always on the verge of crying. Zayn held me and wouldn't let me go. Josh grabbed my phone and threw it across the room. Lastly.. Liam blew up and almost hit me with a vase." I say and a tear slide down my cheek. I wipe it away fast.

"They are there to protect you, Tommo. If I was there I would have carried you up to your room and make you lay there until this whole thing blows through." He said and sat up again.

"What if it doesn't blow through? What if they just keep hating me? I have only seen two tweets. I can imagine what the rest say." I tell him. This time I fight through my tears and keep my head held high. He put his arm around me and pulled me in closer.

"It will. I promise. They just don't know how awesome you are. They are just jealous of you super awesomeness." He said. I finally plaster a smile on my face. Sandy can always lighten up your mood.

"Is Dan anywhere?" I ask him after a little bit of silence.

"Yup! He should be here any moment now. I'm going to have to go, love." He said and kissed the top of my head in a brotherly way.

"Take care, soldier." He says and stands up. He salutes me and walks down the hill. He calls me Tommo, soldier, Loulipop, obviously Lou. He likes calling me soldier though. They all share the nicknames and still think of other. I look around for Dan but don't see him anywhere. I shrug and lay down, waiting for the sunset.

"LOULIPOP!! WHERE ARE YOU?!" I hear someone yell. I sit up and see Dan at the bottom looking left from right, up and down, spinning around. I giggle.

"DANNY!!" I yell down from the hill. He looks up and smiles. I wave at him and he waves back. He come charging up the hill. I crawl back to my spot and watch the busy streets.

"God, Tommo! How did you climb this thing?" He asks and huffs. I laugh and stand up. I run up to him and jump on him in a hug. I saw a couple of old people stare at us but I could care less.