I've Missed You.. Since Day One (Liam Payne Fan Fiction)

Chapter 9

Louise's P.O.V

I don't remember most of yesterday. The last thing I remember is crying in the bathroom at the mall. I feel something soft under me. I'm obviously on a bed. I hear faint snoring. Not Liam, he doesn't snore. Not Harry, he snores too loud, same thing with Niall. Zayn doesn't snore at all either. I'm in Louis' bed. He must have let me.

"Louise?" Lou asks.

"Yes?"

"Are you feeling better?" He asks me. I automatically remember everything yesterday. I got in a big fight with Austin. I cried in the bathroom and Liam comforted me. He picked me up and brought me back home. Louis told him that he could take care of me and I ended up passed out in his bed.

"I guess. I'll get over it." I say and shrug. Louis pulls me closer to him. He kisses my forehead.

"You had a lot of nightmares last night. You woke up with most of them screaming Liam's name. Sometimes Austin's." He tells me. I sigh and snuggle in closer to him.

"Mind telling me what they were about?" Lou asked me. I sigh and sucked in a deep breath of his ocean scent.

"Well, Liam went to... you know.. teach Austin a lesson for hurting me." I look at him and he nods letting me know he is listening.

"They met in a dark ally, Liam had you guys to help him and Austin was armed. I was watching the entire thing." Tears started forming in my eyes. "Liam said a lot of nasty stuff to Austin. He got angry and took out some huge ninja sword . You, you warned Liam to step back s-so he didn't get hurt, b-but  he didn't listen. He walk up to Austin, and-" I was officially crying now. "He punched Austin. Austin took his sword out and swung it around. He-he hit Liam in the leg, only a cut but it was bleeding hard. Liam swung at him again but Austin cut his arm off. I screamed when Liam fell over. Austin noticed and said 'This, this is why you can't have nice things.' and he cut Liam's head off. I screamed and cried."

Louis held me closer to his chest and stroked my hair. He whispers lullaby's into my ear,

Of all the things I've ever said

Of all the tears I've ever shed

Of all the things I did to you

I want you to know that I still love you

Of all the days we fought and cried

Of all the days I wished I'd died

Of all the things you did to pull me through

I don't believe it, but I still love you

A single tear streamed down my face

When I heard that I lost the race

When I saw that you weren't home

I realized without you I'm all alone

I doubt that you will ever believe me

But when I'm with you, I feel free.

When you cry I know it is me,

Who hurt you, my baby

I want you to forgive my mistake

And peace again, we shall make

I love you, Lou

 I remembered that lullaby from when Lou and I were little. Lou sang that to me when I cried. I am surprised.

"You remembered?" Is all I could make out. He kissed my forehead.

"I never forgot." He said and I hugged him. Tear steamed down my cheeks and I knew that the same thing was happening to Lou.

"Can you do me a favor?'' I asked Lou. I knew that the this was the boy's last week in London this summer because they had to go on tour for 2 months.

"Anything." He replies. He sniffled which showed my that her really was crying.

"Don't forget me when you guys are on tour. I don't want to be an old book on the shelf in the back of your mind." I tell him. I felt him hug me tighter.

"Lou, I would never forget you. You are the happiest thing that has ever happened to me. You are too smart, and too beautiful to forget." He replies to me. I sigh.

"I wish." I say which makes him let go of me and sit up. He pressed his back to the wall and patted his lap so I can sit down on it. I do as told an sit down on his lap. He hugs me and holds me bridal style still sitting though. He strokes my hair and I  lay my head on his shoulder. I really missed doing this.

"Darling, open your eyes. You are not made up of those words that hurt you. Or that number on the scale. Or the expectation that you feel you will never meet. You are made up of nothing more than you. Simply, beautifully, wonderfully, uniquely you. You are a lovely and complex soul. An individually fascinating combination of thoughts, ideas, feelings, and emotions. No other is as beautiful as you. Look past the mirror. Look at your soul. Only then, will you see yourself as you truly are. Beautiful. You have to remember to love yourself before you love anyone else." Lou told my. I looked shocked at him. I can't believe someone would actually give that big of a speech to me.

"I'm glad you are my brother Louis." I said to him.

"I'm glad you're my sister." He replies and kisses my forehead

YEAH, YEAH, I KNOW SUPER SHORT CHAPTER! I JUST NEEDED TO FIND SOME KIND OF WAY TO SQUEEZE IN THAT SPEECH. IN THIS CHAPTER. LOUIS COMFORTS LOUISE ALL DAY. THEY STAYED IN LOUIS' ROOM ALL DAY. THE BOYS WENT OUT SO IT WAS TWIN TIME FOR THEM. VOTE, COMMENT, BE FOREVER YOUNG