Unapologetic (Editing)

Tired of it all

Ariana P.O.V

I woke up to my alarm singing The Way by Ariana Grande. I hit snooze and rubbed my eyes. I kept thinking about the kiss, I shared with Zayn. I got out of bed and went into the bathroom to shower. 

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When I got out the shower, I put lotion-ed on my skin and got a blue tank top with galaxy sweats. I put a sweater over it. I put on my white vans and I got my book bag. I made sure my room was in check and I closed the door. I got my keys and opened the door and locked it behind me. Since Zayn wasnt driving me to school today, I drived myself. I got into my range rover and closed the door. I put my key into the ignition and drived to school. 

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When I got to school, I went straight to my locker and got all my books that I needed for the day. When I closed my locker, I saw Victor standing there with a note and flowers in his hand. I smiled. 

"Well good morning beautiful." Victor said moving his eyebrows up and down

I giggled

"Thank you. Who are those for?" I asked him

"Well for you." He handed me the flowers and the note

"Thank you" I smelled the flowers and opened the note

The note read: Ariana is sweet. Ariana is great. I love her so much I wrote her this note. 

I closed it. 

"Y-you love me?" I whispered

"Yea" He said rubbing the back of his neck

I love him to but all I can think about was Zayn. I hugged Victor and walked away.  

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I spent the rest of the day not talking to anyone but the teachers. It was 8th period and Victor kept staring at me. Gosh look at those brown milky nice pretty eyes. Ariana snap out of it. I turned my head. Class was over and I left. Being the nice person I am I decided to take Victor and Zayn home. Zayn and Victor were both cute and made me feel good. I turned on the radio, yet still I can feel the tension in the car. Beyonce Drunk In Love came on. I started singing along, yet still quiet. Victor got out the car and walk into his house. Next it was Zayn. Before he came out I said something. 

"Why are you acting this way?" I asked Zayn

"Can we talk later?" Zayn asked 

I nodded and he closed the car door. I didn't want to talk later, I wanted to yell at him for being a jerk. I was driving and it made so upset that Zayn can't be happy for me, because of him, I cant date who I want. Victor goes through alot and home and I feel very bad for him, especially since we have the same problems. Victor may look like the worlds biggest jerk but he has a big heart and he cares. I pulled up to my house and locked my car. As usual, the big house with the lonely girl inside. I miss my mom she is fun at times, when she's not annoying. Anyways I changed into my pajama shorts and a Elmo shirt. Lastly BUNNY SLIPPERS. I stayed in my room and waited till Zayn wanted to "talk". I was looking at pictures of Zayn and I that I kept in a special box. There was one with him and I sticking out our tongue and another where we were laughing. I just smiled and put them back. When the  doorbell rang, I went downstairs and looked in the peephole. It was Zayn, I opened the door and just wrapped my arms around him and cried in his shirt. He just carried me up to my room, sat me on my bed. and wiped my tears.

"Ariana please don't cry." Zayn told me rubbing my back

"Your the reason I'm crying Zayn." I said wiping my tears

"What do you mean?" Zayn asked me sitting up on my bed

"Zayn, I feel like I break your heart. I feel like I can't date anyone because you want me to be single and spend all my time with you. I'm growing up Zayn, I need to live my life. Be free, young, fierce, and happy." I told Zayn wiping my tears

Zayn:Ariana ever since school started and we reunited. I was happy, but its like we drifted apart. We don't really talk unless you count after school as talking. But I'm jealous of you and Victors relationship. He has almost every class with you. I only get to see you in the morning,lunchtime,and afternoon. I was jealous Victor was gonna break up our friendship. It's like you forgot about me. Zayn Wade, 16, brown hair, blue eyes. Yea remember me?

I looked into Zayn's eyes. It was like all I could see was pain, anger, and hurt. 

" I didn't know you felt that way." I said

"Oh yeah! Why did you kiss me yesterday, it's been on my mind lately." I said 

"Well it was in the moment." Zayn said

I nodded, but I knew it was somethig deeper than that. I walked him downstairs and I could feel his eyes watching me. I laughed

"Quit staring." I said hitting Zayn in the stomach. He laughed. I opened the door and Zayn stood outside the door. 

"Thank you Ariana." Zayn said

"For what?" I asked

"For understanding." Zayn said

"You welcome." I hugged him and watched as he got into his car and drive off. I closed the door and locked it. I went back upstairs and my phone vibrated. Victor texted me

Victor:Um hey Ariana whats up?

Ariana:Nothing.Wbu?

Victor:Oh thinking of you.

Ariana:Keep trying Victor 

Victor:Don't worry baby girl I will get you with these charming looks.

Ariana:Sure bye Bieber

He sended me a straight face and said goodnight.

Zayn P.O.V

I waved Ariana goodbye. All I could thinka bout was her. She's amazing and smart. I wish she would stop playing dumb and realize that I love her. I got out my car and locked it. I went straight inside my house to see my mom watching twisted.

"Hey sweetie pie, where you been?" My mom asked me

"At Ari's house." I said

"Olay, sleep tight." She said and went straight back to watching tv. I love how she didn't ask me why I was there. I went straight up to my room and put my car keys down. I took off my clothes and slept in my boxers. I texted Ariana, goodnight. She replied and said I love you bestfriend. That made my night