Unapologetic (Editing)

The Only Reason

Ariana P.O.V

But before I turned around to walk home, I walked back to Zayns sad eyes and his messy hair.

"The only strength I knew was finding myself in your arms whenever the storm grew, or climbing mountains to find your smile, but little did I know this was no fairytale where we could end up together. This was some screwed up reality with my heart bashed on your hands, still pounding because I would live to see one more day and listen to hoe wonderful you sound, however walls grew between our touch, my second home becoming a tiny room with four white walls, my life fixed on heartbreak, and tears swimming through my veins when the only feeling I can remember is your laugh against my cheek which is not fading away into infinite stars you swore upon with your little or no hope in your voice, saying, 'you're strong, you wouldn't leave,' but God knows you broke that promise." I said walking away wiping a tear, but Zayn pulled me back by my wrist.

"Ariana you said you loved the moon as much as you loved running among the trees, where the wind could take you away from the troubles inked on our skin. I laughed because we were six and still learning how to spell, but you drew those words against my heart and said it will bring such bitter taste, I would never complain about scraped obsessed wounded lips we sort of shared every time you said you'd leave where I pulled you back, sneak into my room and sit in the closet, staring nothing but your touch against my cheek. You said that's exactly what it felt like to fall in love with your dreams that only break you into birds a museum will shelter for the pitiful people to stare at and remember that such emotions one existed but died when we finally grew up and only to find out it was all a game we played and never won. I fought you hard that day when you said you had to leave me once again, undesirable clots of blood in ny head when I got the call, hearing someone says they tried everything to make you feel better without me but it didn't work." Zayn said letting go of my wrist.

"Zayn I gotta go." I pulled out of his grip and ran home. I cried and cried till I ended up crashing into victors arms.

"Baby what's wrong." Victor asked patting my head.

"It's all Zayns fault. It's always been him Vic, when I was very young we been best friends and now we love each other, I can take this anymore. I hate my life, I want to die." I said crying in Victors arms.

"Ariana heartbreak after heart break you learn, but are you really learning. Dating a boy is never easy, they have wants and you have wants and when they don't get what they want the get tired of dealing with you. Ariana do you know what you want? Do you want me or do you want Zayn?" Victor asked and I bit down hard on my lip.

Zayn P.O.V

Ariana has really been there since the beginning, when we were kids and w did everything together. My love for her goes on and I don't know how much longer I can keep it in any longer. I love her so much, but I love Kiara to but not as much as Kiara. I picked up my phone to call Kiara. It ringed and she picked up in the happiest mood.

"Hey Zayn, what you need?" Kiara asked.

"I need to talk to you, it's really important." I said.

"Ok I'll be there in 5 minutes, I'm right around the corner." Kiara hanged up. I got a bottle of water and rubbed my red eyes. I don't why I feel like this, I just got Kiara back. The doorbell rang and i ran my hands thorugh my hair and open the door. 

"Hey zayn." Kiara wrapped her amrs around my neck and I pick her up and spined her around, I put her down and closed the door. Kiara sat on the couch and I sat next to her. I took her hands and held them, she smiled. 

"Zayn, what;s going on?" Kiara asked. 

"Kiara I'm sorry." I said rubbing my eyes.

"Zayn tell me what happened." Kiara said touching my shoulder.