Unapologetic (Editing)

I Wish You Would

Authors Note:

Heyyy people or fans of my story, I honestly feel my updates are shit and nobody reads my story, Im going thorugh some difficult times in my life, and school has been real shitty, this is my first update of 2015. Yasss lol.

Ariana P.O.V

I pulled Zayn and Victor into the guest room, Zayn sat on the bed, Victor sat on a chair. I stood up walking back and forth.

"Honestly tell me each of your feelings, tell me everything, no lies, just truth," I said looking at both of them, Zayn and Victor looked at each other.

"I'll go first," Victor said, I decided to make myslef comfortable and sit down on the bed and scroll down my instagram news feed.

"Okay Ariana, as you know I love you. At first I used to feel the need to sy mean things to you or playfully punch you to make you see that I like you. You accepted the real side of me, you showed me new things I never saw before, you showed me the positive side of life. You helped me with the ups and downs of life. I love you Ariana. I will fight for you even in your darkest days, I will always remember and love you Ariana." Victor said sitting back down on the chair, Zayn got up. He looked at me with his blue, I stared at him for a moment. Then looked back at my phone.

"Ariana we have been good friends since childhood. I know your flaws, I know when your hurt, I know when you want to fly away. I know everything. I have been there for you all the way and Im going to continue being there. I love you_" I cut him off in the middle of his sentence. I pushed him on the bed, I grabbed Victor off the chair and made him sit next to Zayn.

"You know what Im tired of?! You too, Im tired of you guys saying oh you love me and oh i will never hurt you but in the end you do. Zayn, you knew that your my weak spot, you got my best friend pregnant, the question is do you really love m? Do you really love me knowing that you still love Me and Kiara?Do you still love me knowing you heart belongs to someone you really love? Victor the whole reason we broke up is because of Zayn, you should know we been friends for a long time and I have a special place for him, espcially you. I love you guys both, but you both hurt me ohysically and mentally. Zayn do you know how many times you mad me cry, cut myself, made me want to die? Victor do you know how many time I stayed up wishing you would climb through my window and hold me when my mom and I had fights. I wanted you guys in time of need, thats the thing about life. The things you would do for people is not what they are gonna do for you. I learned that from my mother's actions. I just wish you guys can stop syaing you love me, I belive actions show more than words." I took my phone and I looked up at Zayn and Victor, they looked at me with such sad eyes. It was like watching a beautiful master piece get destroyed. I walked out the room leaving them there.

I walked down the hall and into my room, I grabbed Kiara and Sata's hand and pulled them outside my room.

"So how did it go?" Kiara asked

"Not so good, I looked at both of them and they were on the verge of tears." I said. Suddenly we heard arguing in the guest room. I ran down to the room and Sata and Kiara were right behind me. I opened the door and I saw Zayn and Victor aruging.

"Dude this is all your fault, if you werent in our relationship I woyld still have her, its always you Zayn, always fucking you. You hurt her to the point where she almost died." Victor said almost raised his fist to punched Zayn. I ran in between them.

"I wish you would. I wish you guys would fight right here in my home. You guys ever wondered why I moved to New York with my dad? I was tired of the lies and everything that came with being there. I was tired of finding a fault in everything. Kiara was my best friend we would talk everyday and while I was gone we haven't even spoke I each all because of you guys. I'm tired of the same old thing. Zayn we only kiss when you need me or when you lost Kiara or something. Victor what the fuck. Fighting Zayn over me! Are you stupid? You used to bully me dude. You called me names. I really liked you but one day I found out you were kissing a girl in the janitors closet, I stopped. To be honest. I love you guys but I just need a break from you guys." Victor, Kiara, Sata, and Zayn looked down. Zayn opened his mouth to say something but closed it.

They all walked downstairs and closed the door behind them. I walked to my dads room upstairs and there was a note left on the table.

"Ariana hun, I'm going on a business trip for a few days. I love you and be good." Next too it was $4,000 dollars. I didn't need so much but that's my dad for you. I walked into my room to find Calum there. As soon as I came in he held my hand.

"Ariana I know you had a hard day but I'm here okay."

He grabbed my hands and put them around his neck and he wrapped his arms around my waist. I felt so tiny in his arms. He looked down at my lips and he kissed me so soft and tender. He threw me on my bed and I grabbed his hair. I got on top of him and looked in his eyes.

"Your a cool dude." I said and we busted out laughing.

***

5 years later.

Its been five years since I graduated from high school and college. I am now the owner of the most famous company which sells cosmetics, accesories, and clothes. Im married to Calum and we now have two children. A boy and a girl, Zac and Hazel. Hazel is a replica of me, starting with her long chesnut hair and her grey eyes. Zac reminds me of my Dad, from his spiky hair to his full hair, but how does he have blue eyes. I thought of my mother, which she hasnt spoken to me in years. My stepdad has been constantly texting about my brother. I have been ignoring him.

It has also been five years since I have not spoken to Zayn, Kiara, Sata, or Victor. They have not texted me. I watched there insta grams. Kiara is married with a baby boy and so is Sata. Victor has a girlfriend and Zayn hasn't had one since me. I closed my diary and put it in my draw.

Zac came up to me and held my hand. I smiled.

"Mommy who is Zayn?" Zac asked scratching his nose.

"When I was teenage girl I used to date a boy named Zayn. I knew him since you can say a baby." I said rubbing his hands.

"Mommy did you love him?" I laughed and nodded my head.

"Run off chicken butt. You got daycare." I smacked his butt and he ran off to Calum.

Calum left to drop Zac off. Hazel was still sleeping. I decided to tidy up the house. The doorbell rung and I opened the door. Nothing was there, I looked down and I saw a letter. I looked at the name and address, it was from Zayn. I closed the door and ran inside to open it.

Dear Ariana,
I wonder if your eyes light up when you hear my name. I wonder if I constantly run through your mind. I wonder if you crave to hold me as much I crave to hold you. I wonder if you draw hearts around my name or if you wish for me on a shooting star. Or you think of me when you fall asleep.
Maybe you don't think of me. Maybe my name of no significance to you, and you sleep blissfully without a thought of me on your mind. Maybe you don't think of me. I can assure you that your on my mind at 3am and thoughts of you circle my mind throughout the day, and hoping my name is on your mind as well.

Yours sincerely,
Zayn Wade

I looked deep down in the envelope and found the necklace Zayn gave to me when I was 16. It was a heart and it has a picture of me and him inside. The doorbell ring again and I saw Zayn standing there. I hugged him tightly and I didn't even want to let him go. That was my the moment that I knew I will always love Zayn.

I let go. Looked into his beautiful blue eyes.
"I love you Zayn Wade."

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Unapologetic is over guyssss. I would like to say this is my first book, had many errors. But that's life, nothing can be perfect. But thanks for all the votes and reads. I love you guys so freaking much.
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