Prayer's of a High School Senior

May 7, 2017

Heavenly Father,

First off, I want to thank you for this weekend. Prom was a blast and I am so thankful that I was able to go. It was not what I was expecting, but still fun. Thank you for bringing me this far in life, but with the next step being adult life and a new chapter... Well.. I am excited but very overwhelmed. I'm sorry for doubting you. It is just that I am around so much negativity at school and you know... As sinful humans... We tend to naturally form to the world around us. At the end of the day k know you will help me. I know everything will work out. It is just so hard. I still feel like I don't have anyone I can talk to about what life is really like. I have a large circle of "friends" but I have 3, maybe 4, true friends. Thank you for those friends. I still only tell 1 of them more stuff than the others... But its not everything. I want to trust someone with everything. Satin just gets a foothold of me and it always takes nights like this to get me back. See... It shouldn't be that way! I should always keep my eyes on you! I know you love me and like I said, you helped me get this far, you'll never leave me now. You never were going to. I just need a friend. Someone I can tell everything to and I do not have to hide anything. I know you are there for me, I just feel alone down here. On earth. I know you are here..  I just really need a physical friend that I can hug. Listen to worship music as much as possible this week? Okay. Keep me accountable God. It really is calming and reassuring. This song, "old rugged cross" is beautiful. Thanks for playing it! Lord, you know everything else on my heart and mind. Family situations, friend situations, emotional stuff, and physical stuff. I pray for this world. This world needs you. I life everything up to you and give you control.

In your name I pray,

Amen