Lies

Chapter nine

Chapter nine:

I got through the day and I didn't get any questions about the tapes. Jason was always holding my hand and pecking my lips. I loved the attention but the tapes were on my mind. They were making me go insane. I mean what the fuck did I do ?!
Obviously I was involved with almost everything on the tapes but only to a certain degree. Are all of these people going to do the same to me to make me kill myself?! Am I going to hurt someone so badly to make them kill themselves?! If I hurt someone so badly that they killed themselves should I kill myself too to make it even?!
Once I got home I said bye to Bella and Justin. Jason came upstairs with me and we got into my bed. I wore only his shirt and panties while he wore his Calvin Kleins. I put on The Vampire Diaries as I snuggled in his chest as and I fell asleep thinking of the next tape.

I woke up with Jason not by my side. I stretched and yawned. I pulled the covers off of my legs and went to the bathroom to fix my hair and brush my teeth. I ran downstairs and called Jason's name.
"Jason!"
He didn't reply. Hhm weird oh well. I opened the fridge and grabbed a yogurt with some granola and sat on the counter while scrolling through Instagram and then did my morning streaks. I was playing around with the filters when Jason grabbed my waist.
"Aaah oh my fucking god you scared the shit out of me!" I screamed. He just chuckled and stood between my legs. I fed him some of my yogurt and he made a face.
"It's Greek with my flavor sorry," I giggled.
"It tastes like shit babe."
I pressed my lips to his and he quickly kissed me back. His tongue touched my bottom lip asking for entrance which I quickly accepted . Our tongues fought for dominance, me obviously losing. And then the door bell rang. I tried pushing him off but he just smirked so I pushed him again and hopped off the counter to get the door. He whistled because my, well his, shirt went up and I flipped him off. I opened the door and the weirded person was there.

"Mr. and Mrs. White. Um my parents aren't home is there anything I can do for you and I'm so sorry for your loss."

"It's okay sweetheart we didn't want to disturb you we just wanted to invite you to the funeral because we were just walking by your house to visit some family."

"Okay um I'll tell my parents and again sorry for your loss."

I smiled kindly while switching my weight from foot to foot nervously. Once they turned around I closed the door.

"Well that was fucking weird. " I huffed.

"Yep." He said popping the p.

"I got to go my moms waiting for me. Bye babe."

"Bye." I pecked his lips.

And started to clean my dishes. Once everything was clean I went upstairs to take a shower and get ready. I wasn't going anywhere so I just put on my adidas pants and a white top. I put my hair in a pony tail and put the next tape in.

"This one is about a backstabbing bitch who chose a dick over her chick. We were best friends. We had every class together and hung out every Friday whether it was at her house, or my house, or somewhere random. We always had each other back until one day. This is all about Ms.Vanessa. You were my best friend besides Lia. It was a sunny afternoon and you wore the new pink crop top I bought you for your birthday and tight white ripped jeans and some vans that I also bought you. You dressed up to impress your crush since fifth grade, Chaz Somers. We planned the perfect plan of how you guys were going to fall in love. I never thought it was going to backfire on me. You walked up to him and talked and one thing lead to another and you guys were going to go out on a date. You didn't really talk to me for the next few weeks because you were too busy being 'in love'. Or whatever you want to call it. I wasn't bothered by it at all. I hung out with Lia more getting closer to her. But we still talked. Then I decided that we were becoming strangers and not the best friends that we used to be. I told you how I felt. And you just blew up. You said that I was jealous and lesbian because I wanted your attention. You told me to never talk to you ever again and to kill myself because nobody loved me and that I was a clingy bitch. Well listen up bitch I'm the one that got you that guy. And I'm obviously not fucking lesbian. I just wanted to be close again but you pushed me away and far away. I stopped looking at you when I saw you in the hallway. But then one day I thought you were going to apologize but you didn't. You just wanted to go out and get Starbucks and hang out. I thought maybe I could forgive you but you just acted like nothing happened and wanted me to pay for your shit. Then the whole incident with Chaz at Bella's party was all blamed on me and you didn't even let me explain. I thought we were friends. But you're just a fucking bitch just like every other girl at school. "

I took the tape out and put the next one in. I want to finish the tapes sooner then later.