Lies

Chapter Seven

Chapter Seven: 

When we got to Bella's house all of the memories of hanging out with all of my friends came back to me. We always had so much fun doing crazy shit that nobody would think of. Now it feels like everyones has been distant since I've gotten the tapes.

"Hey um wanna maybe invite the girls over and the guys and we can all hang out together?"

"Um i dont think thats such a good idea." and she turned so that she couldnt face me.

" What the fuck? How is that not a fucking good idea? We used to always hang out and now we cant ? Its not even been a week since ive gotten the tapes and i already feel like everyone is pushing me away. I get no more texts and i see you guys hanging out on snapchat and Instagram and no one even bothers to ask me! Its literally been like only two fucking days holy shit!"

" Sara calm the fuck down jeez, youre being so dramatic its only been two days and only Massie and i went out together because we have a project we are doing together but being us we didnt actually do any of our work but we hung out and i got this really cute new pair of heels that would totally go with my dress for your party."

" Then why cant we just fucking hang out and be fucking normal?" i groaned. The tapes were like getting to me i needed something to help me get it off of my mind.

" Dont you have a dick you can hop on? And we cant because everyone is busy i already asked because i thought we could all hang out to make you feel better but nobody wants to."

" You know what thanks i actually am going to go home and just finish these tapes and use that dick idea thanks Bella maybe see you tomorrow?'

" okay fine see you tomorrow."

i started walking down the street when she yelled at me," I LOVE YOU!!!"

I giggled," LOVE YOU TOO!!!" i yelled back. This girl.

Once i got inside the house i jumped into the shower and got into my loose pink sweatshirt and my adidas sweatpants. I grabbed a small bowl of ice cream and went up to my room to continue the tapes. I didnt know what to expect this time but i didnt expect the tapes at all.

"After Bella left the room with Massie i broke down. I started to ball my eyes out and someone took that opportunity to their advantage. The door creaked and there you appeared. The one and only Chaz Somers everybody.He walked in and helped me up. I was a complete mess and he gave me some water and kept asking me if i was okay. I just thought you were  just being friendly but i guess you werent. You were dating Vanessa, actually a person i considered a friend. You took her from me but you also did something else. We can talk about Vanessa later. I couldnt answer your constant questions about what happened because i kept crying. Everything just kept on coming up and the tears and sob wouldnt stop no matter how hard i tried. I finally got myself under control and we started to talk. Youre actually a really funny guy when you want to be. Youre not a bad person unkess you dont get what you want. We continued talking and i noticed you leaning in. I knew it was wrong but i didnt stop you i was like frozen still, maybe i was imagining it. But i wasnt completely stupid so i turned my head and cleared my throat thinking there would be this awkward tension but it didnt stop you. You grabbed my face with a little too much force and pressed your lips on mine. We were both sitting on a couch and you pulled me on top of you. I tried to push myself away from you but you had a too strong of a grip and i was weak from crying so much. then the door opened and Vanessa walked in and screamed. You pushed me off of you and i fell on the floor hurting myself. I remember the exact words you said to me, 

          " What the fuck why did you push yourself on me i dont want your ass you fucking slut i have a girlfriend. I always heard shit about you i didnt think they were actually true. " 

Vanessa gasped and grabbed your arm and looked at me,

   " When will you ever learn? First you go after Massie and now me? I thought we friends!"

I tried to explain myself but Vanessa didnt want to hear it so she left and you looked at me with a smirk and did a little wave. I started to cry again but eventually i stopped and decided that i needed to leave. I stood up and walked out of the room. I entered the living room and everyone was still partying. Once someone saw me everyone had their eyes on me. Everyone started to chant " slut slut slut slut" and started throwing random shit at me. I quickly ran out of there and started crying as i walked home. There was a huge puddle at the side of the road and a car was coming up beside me. It was you and you rolled down the window and yelled slut while laughing and rove into the puddle leaving me drenched. I got home shivering, luckily i didnt catch a cold or something. But i hope the world gives justice and you get your payback dickhead." 

I finished the tape and texted Jason to ask if we wanted to come over and spend the night. I guess i really was going to get some dick after all.